Call Me, Amore (The Dating Series #4)

CHAPTER 43

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Amanda's POV

It's been a while since the last time I played piano. The dusts are the proof that I didn't lay a single finger on it for a while.

I sat on the chair and opened the fall board. I closed my eyes as I'm feeling the keys on my fingertips. I pressed a key and started playing a tune...a tune that I only play whenever I feel deep emotions.

When I started hearing the melody, flashbacks are playing in the back of my mind. I left my eyes closed while I'm trying my best to concentrate.

My life feels like a prison. I'm chained with the past and I cannot find a way to get out of this misery. Since when did I become like this?

Ah...

I remember...

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Since my dinner date with Marco was postponed, I got nothing to do but to stay at home. I stared at the ring on my finger and I can't help but to smile.

Getting married to someone you love would be the best feeling I could ever imagine.

Sabi nina Mama, after naming ikasal, it's our choice if we will have kids already. In my case, I don't want to have kids yet. Mag aaral uli ako para mapursue ko ang passion ko. When I reached my dreams, then maybe that's the time na magbuo na kami ng pamilya ni Marco. From what I see, he's a great person katulad ng tatay nya, so I got no regrets being with him at all.

Kasalukuyan akong nagddaydream nang nakita ko si Ate na dali daling pumasok sa kwarto nya galing sa trabaho.

I wonder what's going on...

I walked my way to her room at nakabukas yon. Maingat akong pumasok at nakatalikod sya sakin.

"Okay ka lang Ate?" tanong ko.

"Okay lang ako. Pagod lang sa trabaho." she said without looking at me.

Kahit nagdududa ay tumango na lang ako.

"Oh sige. B-balik na 'ko sa kwarto." I said while I'm closing the door.

Ilang linggo pa ang lumipas pero patuloy na naging ganon ang galaw ng Ate ko kaya nagsisimula na akong mag alala para sa kanya kaya isang gabi, muli ko syang pinuntahan sa kwarto nya at laking gulat ko nang matagpuan ko syang umiiyak.

"Ate!" I called.

There's a fear written on her face and immediately closed the door and locked it.

"B-bat ka umiiyak? Anong nangyari?" nag aalala kong tanong.

"A-amanda..." hindi nya maituloy ang sasabihin nya dahil napapangunahan sya ng pag iyak. "I-I am sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

Napaluhod sya habang umiiyak kaya mas lalong tumindi ang kaba ko.