Conversation's in the Dark (Merhayes)

Home Alone

The door opens and all we hear is "OH MY GOD DAD" then the door slams closed. "I told you the boys would see" Meredith said kind of laughing. "Shut up. I should have listened to you. What do you think that means? The oh my god dad?" I asked her. "Well obviously he's not very happy, Hayes he just saw his dad kissing another women after his mom died, for the first time. That's going to be hard." She is right. After all Meredith is one of my first's and I haven't even talked to the boys about me dating anyone after their mom. "So should I go talk to them?" I asked Meredith. She's done this before the whole first kiss, first date, first sex, all of it and I wasn't sure what I was doing. "Well.. no you just had surgery. You could wait and let it play out by itself or I could bring them in here for you to talk to them." I was messing with her hair again. Her head was on my chest and everything felt, perfect. "Orrr we could do it again." I say in a pleading voice. Leaving her hand on my chest she looks at me "Hayes if I kiss you again, we will both be in trouble." She responds. Not fully understanding what she means I make a "what" face and say "why's that?" She smiled looking at my lips. "Because if I kiss you again both of our pants will end up on the floor. I'll kiss you later." She said. I made a "oh really" kind of face as she said "so right now, while I wait to kiss you, I'm going to get us some coffee. Are you hungry?" Meredith said as she got up from bed. "I don't want to wait. Do you know my coffee order? Yes I'm hungry but you can get me whatever." Meredith smiled at my response. "I know you don't want to wait but Hayes you just had surgery, I don't want to hurt you more. Yes I know your coffee order, I'm going to get breakfast." I looked at her sweatshirt confused "Grey." Meredith turned around to look at me "yeah?"
"Is that my sweatshirt?" I smile saying that because I wasn't mad. It was cute she looks good in my clothes. Meredith chuckles "yeah yesterday I went to my house when you were in surgery to put the kids to bed and get a sweatshirt but I forgot and I had to bring the boys to your house to get clothes so I stole it. I'm sorry." I looked at her still so amazed by how she looked so beautiful in a hoodie and leggings. "Stop apologizing. You look beautiful, take my clothes anytime you want."  I respond. Meredith leaves.

"Boys get dressed we're getting breakfast and coffee." I said walking into the on call room.
Austin looks at me like I have 12 heads. I know what he's thinking. "Austin just get ready and quick your dad is hungry." I say to him. Austin looks at his phone then back up to me. "I don't know how he could be hungry he just ate your face." I almost laugh because that is a good comeback but I have to be an adult. "Yeah yeah yeah get in the car." I said rolling my eyes. Liam looks at me and Austin very confused. Austin walk's past me out the door and I lightly hit the back of his head. He smiles and says "no but for real doctor Grey I'm happy you make him happy. I haven't seen him this happy since mom." I wasn't sure how I felt about his comment because he made me very happy too but I knew Hayes would have second thoughts because of Abigail. I look at Austin smile and nod. Liam looks at us both he was walking backwards "what the hell are you talking about?" Liam was younger than Austin but could tell something was up. "Well first of all Liam turn around and walk right you're in a hospital and you could fall. Second we'll talk about that with dad when we get back. Austin drop the story." I know I'm not their mom but in this time everything was crazy and the boys need reassurance. We got to the coffee cart where I ordered two black coffees with 2 sugar in each. I wasn't sure what to get Hayes so I got a few options. Liam and Austin both got hot chocolate and muffins it was a special at the coffee cart today so I let them.

We walked back to the hospital and I went back into Hayes room. The boys went and ate there breakfast. "Hey cutie." Hayes says as I walk in. I blush because he genuinely made me. "Hey. I didn't know what you wanted to eat so I got some options." I say smiling. "That's fine. Can I kiss you now?" I roll my eyes and smile "you really can't wait can you?" I say teasing Hayes. He shook his head "no I really need a kiss... come on doctor Grey, it's just the medicine I need." He said raising an eyebrow. I smile and say "noo" in a childish voice. "Come on you're gonna make me suffer?" Hayes said making a sad face "Hayes I already told you if I kiss you again we will end up naked on top of each other. Do you want the boys or doctor Bailey to see that?" I ask him raising my eyebrow. "Just one little kiss?? Please please please?" At this point he's begging. "Fine, a small kiss. Just one that's all you get untill you get to go home, got it?" He smiles at my response almost excited. I crawl on to the the bed putting my hand on the back of his neck and head. I pull him close and kiss him passionately he sticks him tongue deeper in my mouth and I start to pull away but don't fully. His hand travels down my torso tracing my body slowly. I moan a little. Kissing his lips I move to his jawline. He let out a sigh "you weren't kidding when you said we would end up naked" he said quitely I stop kissing him and back up. "Nooo more I want you to kiss me more" he whined. "No. I told you that's all you get." I say as I hand him his coffee. I wanted more too but I was worried we actually would end up naked. He was hot and he knew what he was doing. "Now you're just teasing me." He said. I laugh "mmhm" I say as I nod. "Now how is that fair?" He asks genuinely sad. "Because when I really get to kiss you, you will want it even more than you do now." I say giving him a "just wait" kind of face.

It had been a week since Hayes got to go home the boys were visiting their aunt so Hayes was home alone. Deluca was still in jail and had a court date soon. He called Meredith and tells her to come over. Hayes heard a knock on the door and ran downstairs. He opens the door to see Meredith standing there her hair was in a messy bun she had on black leggings and a grey sweatshirt. "Hello" she said with out saying anything back Hayes places his hands on her waist and pulls her in for a kiss. Spinning her around he closes the door. "Wow you really missed me." Meredith says. "You said once I get home you would kiss me again." Hayes says smiling. "Well I just kissed you so I guess I can go home now." Meredith says teasing him. "Shut up and let me kiss you." Hayes reply's "so kiss me then" Meredith said smiling. Hayes pulls Meredith closer to him which Meredith didn't think was possible because they were already very close. Hayes starts talking "your eyes are so pretty and your hair smells really good. God you're hot." Meredith turns her head away from Hayes "Hayes shut up and kiss me." She says. Hayes lifts her up Meredith squeals and wraps her legs around his waist. Hayes still has bruised ribs but doesn't care. He carries her upstairs kissing her the whole time he's walking. He walks into her room and pushed her back against the door. She moans as he kisses her neck "oh my god Hayes you really couldn't wait" Meredith says. She can feel Hayes getting hard. He just kisses her neck more. "Dottor Grey, non so se sarai in grado di camminare dopo questo." Hayes whispers in her ear softly. Meredith let's out a soft moan.