Conversation's in the Dark (Merhayes)

"I Think I'm Having A Miscarriage?"

AUTHORS NOTE:/;/:
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⚠️TALLKS ABOUT MISCARRIAGE⚠️

Hey just a few questions. How do you guys feel about Meredith calling cormac cory? There's also going to me some more times jumps just so the story is like 500 chapters. Thank you all for reading! This chapter is small and kinda boring but the next chapter is going to be very eventful. I'm going to warn you now the next chapter is sad and you may end up mad at Hayes.

MEREDITHS POV:/:/:

Cormac gets up with me and we walk to the kids play area. "Bailey give back the toy. Ellis use your words next time." I say trying to referee my own children. Cormac walks up behind me and moves his arms to my stomach hugging me from behind. I lean into his hug a little because I just feel save when I'm in his arms. Cormac kisses my cheek. "Uhh mommy? There's blood on your legs." Zola says I pick my head up off Cormac's shoulder and look down. She is right. I take a deep breath kind of annoyed. "Can you sit and watch the kids so I can shower?" I ask cormac. As I turn around. "Yes." He says smiling and then he pulls me close for a kiss. "Mommy kissed cormac! Mommy kissed cormac!" The kids chant which makes cormac and I both laugh. I walk back upstairs but I can tell something not right. Maybe I'm just tired I didn't get much sleep the last couple of nights.  I get in the shower and something takes over my body. I can't catch my breath so I decided to sit on the shower floor. "COR-" I yell for cormac as I feel my head fall into my legs. "CORMAC..." I try to scream one last time but I was very unsuccessful.

CORMACS POV:/://:/

It had been about 35 minutes since Meredith got in the shower and I was kind of worried. "Hey Zola, can you watch your brother and sister while I go check on mom?" I ask Zola. I know Zola is only 10 but this kid could be 35 so I trust her. "Yes. Is mommy okay?" Zola says. "Yes mom is okay she needs me to get her something." I lied I don't know if Meredith is okay. I get up, start to walk upstairs and went to the bathroom door. "Mer you okay?" I say in a soft but worried voice. She doesn't answer so I ask it again. "Mer are you okay? It's been 40 minutes." Still no answer. "Meredith I'm coming in." I was worried and if she was in danger I couldn't just sit there. I open the door. "Meredith?" I say walking in but when I look at the shower I see blood. "Shit!" I open the door and turn the shower off. "It's okay Meredith I got you." I check to see if Meredith has a pulse and she doesn't she is probably over worked and tired then. "Meredith!" I shake her arm to wake her up. "Babe." She finally wakes up. "What happened?" She says "you passed out in the shower. Come on go get dressed and then we can go back downstairs." I say I wanted her to get dressed so I could get her to eat some food and drink some water. Meredith stands up and walks out of the bathroom to get dressed but stops "cormac I'm bleeding." She says. "I know it's okay. Sometimes that happens it could just be because you haven't been pregnant in years or you need some rest." I say walking behind her. I don't think it's fine. I don't think she's bleeding because it's been i years. I think the babies are hurt. I walk out of her room so she can get dressed and I walk back to the kids. The kids are all playing fine so I go downstairs. I make a cup of tea, for Meredith and start to make her soup. She walks down stairs and just sits on the couch. "Hey." I say "hi. Maggie is gonna take the kids to a hotel tonight so I can sleep." She says. "Okay. I made you some tea and I have some soap on the stove it will be ready soon." I say handing her the tea.

About 3 hours pass. Meredith ate and is sleeping on the couch the kids are playing and already had dinner. I'm just chilling. Maggie walks in "hey Maggie." I say she was a little confused as to why I was sitting in her couch because I had never been to her house before. "Uh hey cormac. Are you staying with mer tonight?" Maggie says as she puts her bag down. "Uh yes I think I am." I say. "Okay well I'm taking the kids to a hotel we will be back tomorrow." She's says and then gets the kids and leaves. "How were the kids?" Meredith says with her eyes still closed. "Good. They ate dinner and are with Maggie now." I say. "Cormac I think we should go to the hospital. I really think something is wrong." I didn't say anything. To be honest I thought we should too. She got worried when I didn't respond. "Cormac can you call Carina and tell her I think I'm having a miscarriage?" Meredith asks.