I Really Dont Care (Rants)

And Thats Who I Am...

People ask me why I dress the way I dress. Why I cut my hair. Why I am what I am. I always give them the same reply: "Because its who I am."

now I may not listen to popular music, but I am a redneck (good kind) country girl, and I have county running through my veins. Sure alot of my friends are into rock bands like Pierce The Veil and Panic! At The Disco, yet I roll with Luke Bryan and Brett Eldrege, Carrie Underwood, Hunter Hayes, Keith Urban, Rascal Flatts, ECT. Other best friends of mine go with classical. *COUGH* ZINCTHEDINOSUAR *COUGH*

And I do dress differently, but its ME. mix matched knee high socks, lots of layers, colorful leggings, Marvel arm sleeves, different earrings, you get the point. And people (Kevin..😐😒) always ask me why, and just roll their eyes when I say its who I am. How would they feel if I asked them why they dressed the way they dressed or yelled at them, "WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?" (personal experiences). And why they cut their hair. Sure they'd probably say, "because I needed to" or "so I dont come to school naked" and yeah id prefer them come to school fully clothed, but I just hate the questions. I refer to them as "the questions", yes. I had to have a name because so many people have asked me, and it gets ANNOYING.

People ask me why I'm so weird and I just ignore them. I love being weird, because its me. Especially with my friends! We just go crazy! My friends ask me why I like Thomas, and I have a whole list running through my mind. Words have always had a way with me. I know that sounded backwards, yet it wasn't. Words speak to me in ways that no one else would be able to understand. They have so many different meanings I lost count a bazillion years ago. They come together in my mind in ways that I can't explain.

I am what I am. I like what I like. I am who I am.

I have a hopeless crush on a guy that probably will never like me back, and people think I'm lesbian when I'm not. Those things actually make me stronger. Hurtful words make me strong. I love my friends, and everyday I pray for the ones who are suicidal/cut. I pray that my DI team will finish on time for the Regional competition on the 28th, and that Smith will be here every nineteenth. I am a child by heart, and that will never change. My heart knows where it wants to go, and hopefully it'll take me. My heart knows what I want to say, and hopefully those words will come out soon.

But for now, I'll laugh at the confusion, live life in the moment knowing that everything in this world happens for a reason.

Could life BE any crazier?

~Alex

~Miuki

~Lyssie

~Lysmonster

~Lyssa

~CherryBomb

~Alyssa