I Really Dont Care (Rants)

worried af

{And they say, you can't wake up, this is not a dream,

your body's a machine,

you are not a human being.}

-Gasoline, Hasley

i am so worried/stressed right now i wanna pull my hair out one by one. im not even joking.

first off, team NKLBACK and i have only 9 practices left before competition and we dont have our set put together, our lines memorized, costumes made, etc. we're catching up, though, and thats good. but i wish we had everything done already so we could spend practices doing run-through's of the script.

then, Beekachu and her team are also far behind not having anything but costumes ready. It's upsetting Beekachu because DI is so important to her, like it is to me, and her team isnt focusing. today they stayed till 6, yet they didnt even get to run through the entire script once. She was really stressed because the team voted her as their leader and she couldnt control them and they just need to practice or else i swear Beekachu is going to explode. Im really worried about her. i dont want her to do anything stupid or feel alone in her mind. i really am worried about her.

next, my 4-year-old brother Logan has been coming out of his room in the middle of the night lately seeming really frightened yet when i ask if he was scared he shakes his head. im worried that he's having really bad nightmares or something spooked him. he doesnt want to go to bed some nights.

finally, a lot of my friends are depressed and hurt themself, and i worry about all of them every single day. i want them to stop hurting themself, but they wont listen. its scares me to think that one day one of them could actually kill themself, and i dont want that to happen to my friends.

so yeah. plus school shit. that always stresses me out.

and i have some news....

so i started this rant book in the beginning of my middle school years, and im headed to high school next year. this rant book has over 200 rants, and i dont want it to be full. so when summer is offically here, i will be publishing a new rant book just for my high school years! im really excited and idk why but you bitches love reading about my crappy ass life.

so yeah thats it

I-G-G-BYE

HA HURRRRRRR

the truth will keep you whole