I Really Dont Care (Rants)

twenty one pilots

{Out the back door, 

goddamn, 

but I love her anyway.}

Miss Jackson, Panic! At the Disco 

hiiii

i totally didnt spend most of 1st and 2nd period writing fanfic today if thats what youre implying. 

okay so if you were expecting a rant about how much i love 21 pilots you thought wrong cause i havent heard any one of their goddamn songs. instead youll hear a story of advisory. so we were chilling and them all of the sudden Brooke takes out her sticky notes and makes a paper airplane and shoots it at me and im like "bro" and so she made another and Kayla stuck it in my hair and i was like "hey if we put 21 on the plane i could be 21 pilots" and so Brooke gets the idea to make 20 more paper airplanes and stick them in my hair and take a pic to put on Snapchat saying "twenty one pilots" 

okay so....one of my best friends...they are dealing with something very serious and i had to use everything in me to keep from crying from 5th-7th period because...its awful. I cant help but think why it couldnt have been me and why this world is so cruel to the best people. BE CRUEL TO ME IM A GOOD PERSON JUST DONT MESS WITH MY FRIENDS. im literally crying right now because im so fucking worried and i cant help it. 

i hate how the world seems so perfect and then all of the sudden everything just flips upside down and wrecks your whole life plan thing. 

you know that feeling where you just want everything around you to stop and just freeze? like you wont have to worry about anything, because the world is frozen in time. no worries, no problems. i really wish that everything bad would just stop and go away. so many problems would be solved if that was the case. 

it sucks how the universe always goes after the best people and end their lives when they deserve so much more. when theyve done nothing wrong. when they have so much ahead of them. then theyre just gone, and their mark on the world is left denting the people they cared about and who cared about them. i hate that about the universe. i wish it wasnt like that. 

im just gonna watch Miraculous Ladybug to calm me down or cry myself to sleep okay

bye 

ha hurrr

i-g-g-bye

the truth will keep you whole. 

pound it.