I Really Dont Care (Rants)

i love you

{Chased me round the parking lot,

he chased me and he wouldn't stop,

tag you're it, 

tag, tag, 

you're it.}

Tag You're It, Melanie Martinez

eventful day.

i got home from the music department skating party where i hung out with Ethan and we skated then ate and yeah that shit.

yet during DI things got stressful. Becca's team had to practice outside of Ms. Redmon's room because MS. BLAINE WASNT FUCKING THERE LIKE USUAL AND IMMA MURDER HER ASS and so my team was fishing each other (#FISHME) and doing run throughs of the skit and one point Becca's team decides to watch our skit and so we preformed like usual and they really liked it and Becca went to tha bathroom like a ninja, undetected. so Alanna comes to me and leads me to the bathroom where shes crying and Kayla comes too and so Becca only wants to talk to Kayla and iM OFFENDED CAUSE IVE KNOWN THIS BITCH LONGER THAN ANY MOTHERFUCKER ON THIS PLANET OR IN THIS UNIVERSE YET SHE DOESNT WANT TO TALK TO ME. and so they talk while we chill a bit and then it was over and we went to the skating party which was really fun. 

so during crafts Dani, Hunter and i were sitting out in the hall braiding yarn for our weaves (lol weaves) and so this random sixth grade girl in the art class next door walks by and we're like "HI" "HELLO" "HEY" "HIIII" and she ignores us and when she comes back we do the same thing except Dani says "WHY WONT YOU SAY HI BACK" and she replies "cause youre all a bunch of losers" and i lost my shit cause these sixth graders think theyre all that. and then another boy comes out and we say hi in various forms again yet i randomly say "I LOVE YOU" and the kID LOOKS BACK AT US WITH THE STRANGEST MOST CONFUSED FUCKING FACE EVER AND WE ALL LAUGH AND WHEN HE COMES BACK WE SAY HI AGAIN AND I SAY "I'LL STOP LOVING YOU IF YOU SAY HI" AND GUESS WHAT HE DOES...HE SAYS HI AND I DIE OF LAUGHTER. yeah crafts is a pretty fun class with Dani and Hunter #thewhitevansquad 

DI COMPETITION IS IN TWO DAYS 

I REPEAT 

TWO DAYS

IM EXCITED AND ANXIOUS AND YET I WANT IT TO BE OVER WITH FOR BECCA SHES BEEN WAY TOO STRESSED LATELY DUE TO HER TEAM BEING A BUNCH OF LAZY ASSHOLES AND I FEEL AWFUL. 

and the gold key my poem won will be given to me at a ceremony on March 5th and im excited cause i think people get to read it and im excited cause i actually got such a high honor, one of the biggest in scholastic. :D

so im really getting into character for DI. i play Tweedle DeDum (they go by DeDum by the way) and so im half boy half girl so Becca helped paint my nails on De's side (De's the girl) and Brooke's gonna do makeup on that half of my face and tomorrow im gonna shower so my mom can straighten my hair and shave only one leg like thats how committed to this part i am bro. only shaving one leg. #immalilrebel 

so in choir today Mrs. Kelley split us into groups by rows and so when she called the first row i stood up and walked to the center of the room with the rest of the row. and then we say through our a Capella piece and it actually wasnt so bad, especially since my group (second sopranos) only had me and Madi Gorton singing. and we only missed two notes. we did well and my voice didnt crack once. and so we did that with Hey Ho too except i had a totally different group and it sounded amazing. i actually wasnt so nervous and im proud of myself. 

in science we're taking this huge benchmark so im explaining my reasons for picking each answer and so this once answer had to do with protons and i wrote "i'm POSITIVE this is the right answer" and i laughed at my punniness for nearly five minutes. 

guys im as straight as a rainbow lol 

im weird as hell no wonder i dont have a relationship. #mycrushdontlikemebackclub

#penlivesmatter

so Nalani and i were walking to the music building after school to get her viola and all of the sudden we see a pen go flying in the air, bounce off the wall and land on the bricks. i was like "WHAT DID THE PEN EVER DO TO YOU?!" and then i was like "PEN LIVES MATTER" and more inside jokes to add to the inside jokes. 

so thats all 

HA HURRRRR

POUND IT

I-G-G-BYE

the truth will keep you whole.