I Really Dont Care (Rants)

SHAKING AND CRYING AND LAUGHING

{Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so, 

he said your mother only smiled on her tv show,

you're only happy when your sorry head is filled with dough, 

I hope you make it to the day you're 28 years old.}

Colors, Halsey 

im so fucking happy right now i dont know whatll happen ill probably explode if the explosives in my bloodstream dont effect me first 

okay so first I MADE THE WRITING KAC TEAM IDK IF I RANTED ABOUT THIS ALREADY BUT WHATEVER IM EXCITED 

ROCK A THON IS TOMORROW AND BECCA Y AND I HAVE A WHOLE PLAN IMMA BRING PIZZA AND THE FIRST SEASON OF THE FLASH AND YAY 

finally.......

you know the Scholastic writing competition thing? yeah well the results finally came back and Ms. Schmidt said there were three winners in my class and i was like oh shit and Ayo won two gold keys (highest placing) and an honorable mention (almost made it but didnt quite) and Elizabeth won an honorable mention and then you wanna know who ekse won?

ME 

HOLY FCKING SHIT ME 

I got an honorable mention for my short story "Waiting For Superman" totally based off of the song by Daughtry (sriously that was my whole inspiration) and a GOLD KEY for my poem "Hope Flower" which i whipped up one day during English last year and i was sitting in my seat shaking and nearly crying of happiness because this is a huge honor and im so happy im like crying rn. like Ms. Schmidt was going through the slide show with the winners and then i looked at one and it said "gold key" and then i saw the poem "hope flower" and i was like HOLY SHIT and i saw my name i was so happy. i couldnt stop smiling and im really excited about the banquet in March. 

im literally shaking and crying rn im so happy 

then  choir has been really fun and productive lately cause we got two of our UIL pieces, one of them called "Laudate Dominum" the other "Hey, Ho, Nobody's Home" and its amaizing. our tone is so beautoful sometimes i cant help but smile at the progress weve made. 

today was one of the best days of the semester so far. 

nachos at lunch along with weirdness. 

Gold key and honorable mention. 

rock a thon tomorrow 

DI went amazing. 

choir is sounding gorgeous and so much fun 

Im so happy okay now imma go cry cause happy 

in socail studies Hadyn and Nakanowhere sat in front of me and Hadyn kepy on turning arounf and telling me these hilarioud pick up lines and she was like 

"are you my piggy toe cuase im banging you tonight"

"i wanna put my pig in your blanket"

"did it hurt when you came up from hell"

"is your name hans cause you wnt be solo tonight"

i died. 

sorry abpit the misspellings im too happy to correct them i wanna get tp bed so tomorrow can come yay 

bai 

HA HURRRR

I-G-G-BYE

the truth will keep you whole.