I Really Dont Care (Rants)

KAC

{This is gospel, for the fallen ones, 

locked away in permanent slumber, 

assembling their philosophies 

from pieces of broken memories.}

This Is Gospel, Panic! At the Disco 

so i didnt win anything 

but who the hell cares i got a gold key 

BUT I REALLY DONT CARE CAUSE I HAD SO MUCH FUN 

I CANNOT STOP SMILING THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN OMG

i hung out with Alynna, Mady, Alicia and Zoey (6th grade) and Mady had gotten a stuffed frog from her bf so it turned out to be a very horny frog and started to hump Alicia and i was dying of laughter. then later on we were all somehow standing in a corner and there was a stuffed (gay) horny octopus and it humped my head and everyone else and there was a point where we were all lying on the floor dying of laughter because we were so insane it was amazing. i literally couldnt get up and could barely breathe i was laughing so fucking hard. nevertheless i lost my virginity to a stuffed gay octopus. it was gay because someone spilt Alicia's drink which happened to be red and we're like "the octopus is on her period" and Mady says "well thats not how i imagined my first time to go" and we all died. 

i may have gotten Alynna obsessed with Miraculous Ladybug...oooooppppss. #sorrynotsorry 

i was ranting about it and she and i watched many episodes and we kept on fangirling about the ladynoir and adrienette moments and died everytime Adrien was looking hot asf. i literally fell out of my seat when Adrien was on screen once and it was normal cause thats how i fangirl most of the time: squealing, not breathing, shaking and fall out of my bed/seat. and fanning myself cause JESUS LORD ALMIGHTY ADRIEN IS HOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTT

during the awards we sat next to our main rival school, Dorree...*glares at the seats fun of so maNY FUCKING ASIANS* and i shit you not 5/6 of the kids sitting in the seats for Dorree were ASIAN AND THATS WHY THEY GOT SO MANY DAMN AWARDS I WAS LIKE "I SWEAR ALL OF THESE ASIANS MAKE ME WANNA KILL MYSELF" AND THEN THIS REALLY WHITE KID WALKED UP FOR FIRST PLACE LIKE THREE TIMES FROM DORREE AND I WAS LIKE "OMIGERD THIS BISH IS WHITE AND HE SMART ASF" 

before the awards my dad had arrived and Mady had lost her phone so we went on a hunt for it and dug literally through the trash can cause she thought she had thrown it away by accident and so she had looked through her bag and five minutes after digging through the trash she announces "i found it" and pulls it out of hER FUCKING BAG

i wouldve done so much better if i didnt have to do expository, honestly. i suck at expository. if it was personal narrative or if i had to write a poem or a short story or something i wouldve done so much better because i can actually do that. im not the best at explaining things if you havent noticed. 

and you know whats ironic? the prompt was to explain the importance of time management and you wanna know what i didnt fucking do 

MANAGE MY TIME. 

i was literally dotting the period when the timer went off and i was disappointed in myself for not managing time while writing and expository paper on managing time.  

so tomorrow is Aidan's bday so tonight his friend Deigo is spending the night and he keeps on going up and down the stairs but while hes doing so he bREATHES SO FUCKING LOUDLY IT MAKES ME WANNA RIP HIM IN HALF SELL HIS SOUL TO SATAN BURN HIS BODY IN A FIRE AND LET THE ASHES BLOW AWAY IN THE WIND

so last night i was bored and couldnt go to sleep so i took white paper and markers and divided the paper into 6 squares with black. i then colored in the boxes with red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple and wrote lyrics/quotes in them. i made like three and im probably gonna make more tonight cuase they were fun to make and my favorite one is the new cover of my binder. 

so i had a really fun and eventful day. 

thats basically it

HA HURRRR

I-G-G-BYE

POUND IT

the truth will keep you whole.