I Really Dont Care (Rants)

Photo Binder

so i've spent the last almost two hours putting together a collage of pictures on my binder and three journals for school. i had like 83 photos developed so i needed more room than just the binder itself, so i used the three journals i had in my binder. now i just have to wrap it up in clear tape so the photos dont get ruined and i'll finally be done. 

my doctor's appointment this morning went well. Becca has a 5 degree curve of her spine but it's most likely because our mom had scoliosis and she had to have rods implanted in her back to fix it. but i was fine. we're both okay. we're not dying, so thats good. 

OOOOOO MECCA STORY TIME YAY

So in the carline after school, Aidan's "enemy" Trevor yelled to Aidan, "DIDNT YOU SAY THAT YOU THOUGHT YOUR SISTERS WERE HOT?" and Aidan's all embarassed so he says "NO THAT WAS SOMEBODY ELSE!" and i'm here wondering who the heck Aidan would call hot when Mason says, "Well, I wouldn't blame him." and yOU GUYS THIS HIT ME LIKE A WRECKING BALL. THE FEELS MAN! I STARTED TO FANGIRL LIKE CRAZY AND BECCA WAS LIKE "no...just stop..." BUT I COULDNT AND USUALLY I'M REALLY GOOD AT NOT FANGIRLING IN PUBLIC BUT I COULDNT CONTAIN MYSELF AND MY FEELS EXPLODED. 

so yeah i died. 

My first DI meeting is tomorrow after school, and Nalani and i are so excited. i'm really excited about this year. I actually have a male human on the team. his name is apparently Cooper, and i think he was on the first fake team i tried out with. idk. but i already know Nalani, Kayla and Brooke, so, it'll be alright. i cannot wait to meet the others (Cooper, Kelly, Annah (yeah it's spelled with an h)). i have so many ideas for the project, the skit, alot of other things...i'm really excited for this year. 

and do you guys remember Region choir auditions from last year? the ones i chickened out on and backed out? yeah well usually 8th graders have to do it, but Mrs. Kelley is thinking about not forcing us to do it which would relieve me of so much stress! i despise the idea of region. i just dont like people judging me. so i may not have to worry so much about learning so much music at one time. 

okay so quick question for yall 

Why is it okay to have a boy shirtless in public, yet when a girl is shirtless in public it's rude, immature and public nudity?! seriOUSLY LIKE SOME MEN HAVE MAN BOOBS AND THEY DONT HAVE TO COVER THEM UP. WHY NOT? WHY DO WOMEN HAVE TO COVER OUR CHEST, HUH? WHY IS IT SUCH A BIG DEAL TO HAVE A SHIRTLESS GIRL IN PUBLIC? 

okay i just had to get that off of my chest. it would've been longer if i really got into it. 

anyway, i had a pretty good day. i missed 1-3 1/2 classes in the morning and had a hashbrown from McDonalds for a quick snack on the way to school after my appointment. I may not have to audition for region. DI is tomorrow. Mecca moments...ah, the life. 

now i need to wrap my binder up with clear tape. 

stay beautiful my weirdos

"For a country that just received marriage equality, shouldn't gender equality be next?" 

                                                                                                                    -Rowan E. Blanchard 

(yes queen said that)