I Really Dont Care (Rants)

"She Talks!"

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

wow that was a long hey 

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

(hahahahahahaha so funny)

so imma punch Shaw rn because in 5th (social studies) he and Jordan were talking and Jordan turns to me and says "I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. You're always so quiet." and so Shaw asks "What are you doing?" and Jordan says "saying that im sorry she has to be in the middle of this when shes always so quiet" and Shaw is like "yeah shes so quiet that sometimes i forget shes even there!" and im here thinking "WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN IM QUIET OH YOU MUST NOT SEE ME IN MY WEIRD STATE OF LLAMANESS" and so Shaw looks at me and hes like "say hi to me" and im like "hi" and then he has this whole freak out like "OMG SHE TALKS!" and i literally sat there rolling my eyes and i whispered "wow," very annoyed. 

so im SOOOOOO STRESSED RN IM LIKE AT THE POINT WHERE I COULD CRY BUT I CANT UNTIL WE GO TO SLEEP BECAUSE MY DAD WOULD ASK ME WHY IM CRYING AND I COULDNT TELL HIM THE TRUTH BECAUSE PART OF IT IS HIM. 

I feel like tomorrow school will be my only escape from my dad. 

GUYS I HAVE TO TYPE QUICKLY MY DAD IS WANTING ME OUT OF MY ROOM AHHHH

anyways im still trying to decide which DC trip to go on and im leaning towards the school sponsored one. 

and my team is most likely making a whole ig page for part of our meme. its awesome. Brooke already started something on her account, and im gonna post mine soon. 

and now for the big one...

well  idk if ive mentioned anything about this but i need surgery on my feet because they are weird and it hurts like hell if i bump the side of my foot on anything, and im thinking this through right now...i may decide to have the surgery during winter break or when my little brother has his in April, i think it is. sure, i will pass out quite a bit, and sure, i will worry and sure, i will be in a wheelchair for awhile, but hey, itll be over with. and i can wear whatever shoes i wanna without my dad getting mad. 

so yeah..

i guess thats all for today, bye~

ha huuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr