I Really Dont Care (Rants)

@ZincTheDinosuar , EBLOAUGUSTUS

Okay so I met a new friend at school thus year in Spanish, and on here, I will call him Smith.

Smith and I became really close and told each other alot. Two Tuesdays ago, he told me that he had chosen his suicide date.

at the sight if those words on my phone, my heart sank into a pile of ash and dust.

I can't lose him.

no I don't like him, I like Thomas! Yall know that!

anyways, I told him that he had to promise me that he wouldn't commit suicide. He did. But I'm still worried about him. I think about him not being in my life all the time, and I just can't picture it. Ever.

SMITH, IF YOURE READING THIS (IM PRETTY SURE YOU ARE)

you mean so much to me, and I know how hard life gets. I know you. Like the real you. Like secrets you've only told me. I've kept them all because I care about you so much. I can't loose you, Smith. Dont leave me.

and Smith, once my D.I team finishes with our project, you check it out.

Okay?

Okay.

p.s. EBLOA

P.p.s. AUGUSTUS

p.p.p.s. EBLOAUGUSTUS