yesterday I ended up not talking to him. I really did want to, yet I felt like if I just said hi, I would've thrown up on his shoes. so yeah. do I regret not talking to him? yeah. will I ever talk to him? soon, probably. he's going to Tennessee too, so I could always talk to him there, right? eh, idk. and last night apparently I was added to a group chat with him and Nakanowhere in it, and I fell asleep quickly since I spent a lot of time packing and fixing up the curtain so I didn't see it til this morning and seriously what?
ONE DAY TIL GLOBALS !!!!!
still not ready to get on a plane XD
Kayla B is spending the night tonight so we can drive her to the airport too since shes on my team.
Chopsticks (codename, yes) is telling me one thing about Mini Bagel while others are telling me completely opposite things...idk what to believe. idk if I should believe Chopsticks, but I have trust issues because thanks to one person, my trust was broken with everyone (except my best friends, I know I can trust them...sometimes). so im having trouble believing anyone right now. I want to hear the truth from Mini Bagel, nut what if he rejects it and lies? that's what im worried about. idk right now. im so cunfuzzled.
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