Here I am again
I miss them, Lord
I miss all the memories
All the unstoppable laughter
All the movies we watch together
All the walks
All the time we spend at the gym time
And now
Now we walk by each other as strangers
Oh how crazy college is
It's crazy how close you can get to someone
Just for it to be over the next year
Hearing their waves of laughter
Finding myself smiling knowing I once caused them to laugh like that
And knowing that they are happy
Making a promise to myself
To let them be and to keep doing my own thing
Lord, I do not understand at times or days but I know it hurts
I struggle with it on days
Or I will act like it doesn't affect me when it does
It hurts me
It makes my heart ache
Ache to know why or what happened
Why couldn't you communicate with me what you need
I would've understood
I would've helped you
I don't understand
I don't understand
God, you already know
