The gloomy sky hits
like a ray of sunshine,
I can't find my way back home
everything cloudy,
everything distant.
I don't know which way to go
or when to stop.
So I sit here,
feeling the heaviness in my heart,
telling myself
I'll be okay
but not knowing
when.
Such an unsure feeling,
such conflicting feelings
how can one person
hold so much
all at once?
How can I feel such complex feeling in such little time
Its beautiful yet terrifying at the same time
Oh how beautiful and scary emotions can be
