God has been opening my eyes
He has opened my eyes to material that I have been idolizing
And I try to do it on my own
In my way, I find myself becoming bitter, angry, anxious, confused, and exhausted
I have learned that allowing God to work everything out for me
Has been peaceful, loving, rejuvenating,
I can feel myself getting pieces back together
My heart no longer feels broken
Instead, it feels whole and okay
