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third
trying to keep a sane mind, you bite your nails and sniff, looking at the phone that read-
Park Jaehyung & Kang Seomin confirmed engaged!
your boyfriend of five years, finally.. finally drove you crazy.
flashback
"i have to do this for the group. i'd understand if you want to brea-," jae looked down on your hands that were intertwined, reluctant to let go. "if you want a break up.."
you were now a crying mess, and you thought about it a lot. his dreams were right in front of his eyes, you can't let that end there.
but where were you going to place yourself?
your greediness took over you, and you shook your head.
"its okay with me, jae. go and date her publicly. i'm okay, i'll stay with you." you gave him a reassuring smile, gripping his hands carefully.
jae proceeded to date her, and eventually, the group's popularity skyrocketed because of the fame brought by the woman. all the members who knew of your relationship with jae felt bad, but they couldn't do anything about it too.
feeling sorry, jae always talked to you about what was happening on their dates. oblivious that you were hurting..
while he was smiling.
being the introvert you are, you kept it to yourself. smiled it off. you didn't want to burden jae about it and what was important to you was that- he was going home to you, and that was all you needed.
it happened for a few months, and although you knew you were growing distant to each other everyday a minute passes, you loved him. you loved that it crumbled you.
but you kept it all to yourself.
end
"y/n," jae whispered the moment he stepped inside the house you shared, looking at you with worried eyes.
"oh, jae! you're home!" you jump and greeted him with a hug, as always. he gave you a light pat and looked at you.
"i'm really sorry.." he trailed off. "i should've told you." he mumbles, feeling guilty because of your wounded fingers that you kept on fiddling and biting since awhile ago, and you eyes that screamed nothing but pain.
