𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 | 𝐤𝐩𝐨𝐩

G D ; B I G B A N G

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"do you actually imagine being married to one of the most influential people in the world?"

to one of the most successful artist of the music industry?

to one of the people who marked themselves in the history?

being married-- to the one and only, kwon jiyong?

though everything seems like a dream, i'm getting married to him."

i inhale deeply as i recall what to say for my vow, nervous and sweating more than i should.

"i actually–– still remember the time he proposed to me,–"

my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door, my mom peeking.

i stood up from the chair i was sitting on for hours, finally had the gut to stand.

"my precious daughter, you're finally getting married." she held my hands with her's, warmer. "i'm very proud of you." she hugged me lovingly as i mentally curse not to cry because i might destroy the most beautiful makeup i've been on.

"thank you mom, if dad was here, though he'll be watching from above, i know he'll be as much as happy as you do." she stared at me with tears on her eyes, and i quickly got the tissue that was on the table. "mom don't cry! you'll ruin your make up!" i said as i lightly pat her eyes.

"yeah, yeah." she shrugged and we both chuckled. "anyway, are you ready?" she lent her hand in front of me and i gladly took it. i took a very, very deep breath and smiled. 

"let's go." 

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"mom, is it normal that i feel very very nervous when i just have to walk and get some vows done and just willingly let someone inside my life for a very long time until i die because that's what i feel right now and i do not absolutely like it–– being nervous." i blabber as we stand side by side in front of the big doors of one of the most marvelous churches of the whole wide world.

"stop, you're only making yourself more nervous. and don't worry, i know what you feel. that's how i feel when i was standing right in front of the doors of the church when i was to get married to your father." i nodded more than i should, taking in more oxygen.

right when i was to blabber again, the bells of the church started ringing slowly as i held my mom's hand tighter and the other in the flower. mom let down the veil of my dress as the doors of the church open slowly.

and there.

as i look up, i saw the man that i was gonna marry in a few minutes.

the man who's going to live his whole life with me.

the man who's willing to risk everything with me.

the man who's going to make my life the best experience that i will ever have.

the man, that man–– kwon jiyong, whom i love with all of my heart.

the choir started to sing their version of my favorite song, and his song–– this love.

cheers from my friends that are his friends too, were heard also. smiles were everywhere, but i can't seem to see them once i laid my eyes on jiyong. 

god, he was more than a remarkable person i had to marry.

he was ONE fucking wonderful man to start with.

yeah, i had to add that 'fucking' word.

who in the hell to those who are successful right now would want to marry such an ordinary, normal-living girl? 

as i get closer, tears were now brimming my eyes.

and we stood in front of him. 

"take care of her," my mom put my hand on jiyong's waiting hand. "and i want grandchildren soon." she joked and left us dumbfounded.

"you heard that." jiyong crunched his nose and hooked his arm with mine. "you look beautiful." he complimented.

"why must you say that, then what am i supposed to say?" i frowned jokingly, "you look damn perfect." we both chuckled and headed in front of the altar.

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"you may now say your vows to each other." the priest said and lend us the mic.

"so let me start first," he said. "i have nothing more to say but i will take care of you, thank you for marrying such bullshit like me and i love you." my jaw dropped at how short it is, and all of what i memorized faded away. he passed me the mic, extremely expectant of what i was to say.

"my mind.. screams nothing. what i memorized, i can't recall. this is what you do to me, jiyong. you make me go wild. you make me go to a world where there is only us. you make me.. something i'm not. and i'm very thankful for that. i have nothing more to say, just that i love you, to the black hole." i pinched his nose.

"no–– 'and back'?"

"what do you mean?"

"not 'to the black hole and back?" he frowned.

"dumbass, do you think that if you enter black hole there's a way back?" it was silent for a moment until the people around us started laughing at jiyong who is still confused. "god, this is also one of the reasons i love you." i passed the mic to the priest who was chuckling. 

"and i say now, you are now husband and wife." i smile, "you may now kiss the bride."

jiyong faced me, removed the veil and cupped my cheeks with his warm palms. 

"even if i still don't get it, i love you." 

"i love you too."