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W I N W I N ; N C T [ 3 ]

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sicheng's pov

i came back after hesitating, my heart saying to come back fighting my mind telling me to just let her be, wait until the night gets colder. fortunately, my heart won. 

but no, scratch that. i ran to her lifeless body, not forgetting to call 911 as fast as i can. i shrugged and shrugged her until my feet got numb, the ambulance was finally here.

i rode on it with her and a nurse, observing.

i held her hand tight, regretting.

"i'm really sorry, its all my fault. please don't leave me, i love you so much."

we arrived at the emergency room but they didn't let me in; which made me more worried.

i walked back and fourth, until the doctor appeared.

"doctor! is she okay? how's the surgery? or is it even a surgery? can you please tell me what happened?" i asked him continuously, not letting him speak first and started tearing u again.

"you're her..?" the doctor asked and i quickly answered,

"her boyfriend, doctor."

"please follow me to my office first, son." i was baffled with his choice of words but decided not to think about it first.

"please do sit down." i did what he said, and waited patiently but curiously while fidgeting with my fingers. "you're her boyfriend but i suppose she hasn't told you yet."

"about what?"

"i guess i can be the one to tell you," he continued, "she has been visiting me since she's seven years old, and i treat her already like a daughter." i unconsciously tightened my hands with each other, making it pale.

"please calm down, first." i let him continue, "she is sick."

"what kind of sick, doctor?"

"her heart. as you can see, her heart is very fragile. her heart has been diagnosed with ventricular septal defect, in which there is a hold in the wall of both ventricular, that's why when she gets nervous or gets too excited, it'll hurt her. even when she's hurt too. now tell me, what happened before she got here?" he asked after he explained, until all sank in to me. 

i told him what happened, and what reason we fought for. 

suddenly, there was someone calling him in the telephone.

"excuse me." 

i looked at him, curious but nothing special until he ended the call.

"she's awake. go get her." he reassuringly smiled at me and gestured me outside.

i ran to her room, and stared at the door first, picking up all things i have to say.

i'm sorry, love.

i love you so much.

what did really happen?

please don't do that again.

why didn't you tell me?

i hissed at all questions and all that i have to say but knew that i was going to be blank when i see her so i opened the door quite harshly but not noisily.

she flinched when she saw the door open and i just rushed to her with open arms.

"what are you doing?" she blankly asked.

i didn't know what to say next, my mind was blank, as i expected.

"why didn't you tell me?" i snuggled more in her neck, when i felt her warm hands in my back.

"i'm sorry."

"no, don't say that. i should be the one saying that. i'm sorry." she chuckled, and it can't be lovelier than anything.

"i love you."

"i love you too."

and with that, i thought, 

i needed to protect her, everything about her. i should be carrying her heart that has the sign 'fragile' on it, everyday, every minute, every second.

and even the baby, which i'm not the dad of. 

might as well give it to doyoung. that asshole.