I do love you//louis partridge+ female reader

love like you

a/n- this chapter is based of a song called 'love like you'

If I could begin to be

Half of what you think of me,

Louis knew he wasn't what you wanted nor thought of him to be, he was bad for you, you didn't know it but he sure as hell did, he was kinda dangerous you could say. Which made him start to wonder what it would be like if he was what you wanted or thought of him to be like, but he knew he wouldn't, but in all honesty, he just couldn't.

I could do about anything,

I could even learn how to love.

Even though at this age, which is 15 he has learned to find a found in hanging around Y/n, he likes her, that's confirmed, he hasn't done much about it though, but that it only because he is scared, scared that he will get heart broken, he could do so many things but he hasn't and that's what he is afraid of, he doesn't know what love is, he doesn't know how it feels to love, to be in love as he has never experienced it before, he has done so much but he can't know how to love, but he believes he can, with the help of Y/n of course, he just needs to fix things...Big things.

When I see the way you act,

Wondering when I'm coming back,

Y/n, she seems so happy all the time that it seems to look like an act to Louis, he has never seen anyone as happy as Y/n before, sure he has seen her sad but he didn't know that until she tells him, she had her happy and fake smile on the whole time that it's kinda starting to worry him, but he can't do anything about that now can he? he knows he can't go back to you otherwise he will hurt you badly, so he wonders when he will come back, if he'll come back to you.

I could do about anything,

I could even learn how to love like you.

he could do anything he could think of, well not everything not even most, but he could do a lot of things, he think he could love someone like Y/n does. Y/n, she knows how to love, even at their young age she had fell in love and still does love, maybe just with the wrong person, or the wrong time.

Love, like you...

he doesn't know it yet, but maybe he does love and maybe it's just the fact that he doesn't know what love feels like that he doesn't know he might be, he is so oblivious to most things that he doesn't even know. but maybe it's a good thing.

I always thought I might be bad,

Now I'm sure that it's true

as a kid Louis thought that he was bad, so he stayed away from everyone at a muggle school his parents sent him to which lead to him having no friends, he thought he was bad. when he was sent to Hogwarts he didn't plan on having friends so he wanted to be a quiet kid, so he didn't plan on this happening, he didn't plan on meeting Y/n and when he did he knew he was bad, he didn't wanna do anything until it was too late and he could've stopped it ages ago but it had to be like this, but it didn't have to, he knows he can change things, but he doesn't know how.

'cause I think you're so good

And I'm nothing like you.

he thinks Y/n is most perfect human to walk on earth, sure she has her downs but to him, she is p.e.r.f.e.c.t and nothing will change that, she has no flaws on his eyes, other than her being too happy all the time, he thinks she needs to get all her feelings out but other than that he is heart-eyed and doesn't even know it. he isn't anything like her and that's the problem in his eyes, he thinks everyone in a relationship is exactly like one another, but that's not all that true, although they are nothing alike, she doesn't have a massive secret that could get her hated and get everyone scared of her, she isn't a broken boy that doesn't know what to do with his feeling, he's lost.

Look at you go,

I just adore you,

he always looks at her as she walks by, alone or laughing with friends, it's only been a day and she looks and seems fine without him, and that hurt him but he can't show it. he adores her in every way shape and form, he seems to know everything about her, every detail starting from her favourite animal to her first word and all the way to her death date. weird right? knowing when your friend will die. he doesn't know how he knows but he does. all that he knows is that it has to do with his secret. he adores Y/n so much he would do anything for her, to keep her safe. the reason why he knows so much about her it that he read her diary. he knows it was wrong of him to do, but he couldn't help himself, it was there right in front of him.

I wish that I knew

What makes you think I'm so special,

he read her diary, which means he knows her secrets, not that she has huge ones that could hurt people like his. he read how he made her feel, but noting said on any of the pages that she liked him, that gave Louis' hopes up, but the pages did say that they she thought he was special, in fact Y/n thinks he is so special she just couldn't put it into words, so only wrote what she could which was still a lot, so he knows, he doesn't know why she thinks that, he isn't special in any way he thought but to her, those pages said different. He wants to know why she thinks he so special but then she'll know, and she will be pissed.

If I could begin to do

Something that does right by you,

he has done noting right in his eyes, noting right with you, he tries but Y/n only noticed him on your own, he wants to earn your attention not get a free ticket in which you had given him, it's not your fault and he knows that, but if he had begun to do right by you, he thinks things now would have been different. way different.

I would do about anything,

I would even learn how to love.

he really would do anything, but right now at the moment, he knows he can't, because Draco knows and it's not clear of what he would if Louis broke the promise he made to Draco. that's why he's doing it. he could and would want to learn love, cause let me tell you he really wants too, but maybe he has without knowing it because like I said before he is an oblivious boy with a big oblivious heart.

When I see the way you look.

Shaken by how long it took,

she's beautiful in every single way he thought, and she was, she was stunning, but he was shocked every time he saw her on how much beauty she had, but now that he has to go without her it the reason why he is shaken by how long it took for him to notice that she was what he wants, but he isn't what she needed.

I could do about anything,

I could even learn how to love like you.

like I said before he could do anything he could think of, well not everything not even most, but he could do a lot of things, he think he could love someone like Y/n does. Y/n, she knows how to love, even at their young age she had fell in love and still does love, maybe just with the wrong person, or the wrong time.

Love like you...

if he could do so much he would have to be able to learn how to love, it can't be that hard he told himself.

Love me like you.

he wants her to love her like him, even if he didn't know what love is. he just want's her to love him like she loves others, but more...