I do love you//louis partridge+ female reader

letters

(this is a skip to the deathly hallows, I really like this book I fell like it's just getting boring and too long and I want to get it out of the wat so I can write my next book for you guys!)

𝕐/𝓝 𝐓𝔬zι𝓔ℝ

throughout the holiday break I spent time at my friends houses, as soon as school ended after Dumbledore got killed I went to Millie's for a bit then stayed at the Schnapp residence then a week at Sadie's home and them for the rest Sid and I stayed with Enzo. my shitty parents didn't give a shit, I don't even think they notice I'm gone, Enzo says I may as well just live with him and his family once we finish school.

"Y/n, I'm sorry but I just think your parents don't care"

"thanks, Sid" I sigh

"I'm sorry!" he hugs me

"it's fine, they literally don't" I shrug

"hey, maybe I could obliviate them" I request

"are you sure, I mean I didn't imply THAT I was just saying" Enzo rubs my back

"no, I'm sure, they don't give a shit, they're abusive and cruel, I don't want anything to do with them" I nod

"ok" they both say skeptical about it

so here I am, in the living room I haven't stepped foot in in two years. they sit on the couch sipping lemon tea talking about wanting a better kid with Enzo and Sid on either side of me

"are you sure about this?" Enzo squeezes my head

"positive" I grit and hold up my wand

"Obliviate" I say calmly and they go from the conversation

"she's so spoiled I just wish- I wish we had a kid" my mother says, I smile to myself and pick up all my luggage, every last piece that was in my room, the posters of muggle bands and shows that I grew to love. Vinyls of songs, clothes, perfumes, every. last. thing except a letter I had written to them when I was little but never gave them

dear mum and dad, Christy and Cole

I'm sorry for being such a bad child to you, I know U don't LoVe Me but I do. I'm sorry, Y/n, your daughter.

I knew how to spell at that time I just mixed up capitals and stuff sometimes, I put It on their nightstand table, my mums cause I know every night she puts stuff on there, she won't miss it.

***

we got back to Enzo's and I flopped on my bed with a piece of parchment and I muggle pen, I'm planning on writing a note that's for me myself and I to see only. but for Louis. I start thinking then jot things down,

I used to be afraid of falling in love,

because everything that falls gets broken.

but still,

I threw myself off the edge of that cliff,

even though I knew I would shatter.

because loving you was the most exquisite form of self destruction.

it's short but it describes everything, it's short but effective.

-𝕝ｏ𝓤Ꭵş' ℙ๏𝐕-

"Partridge! gone down here, we're all waiting!" I hear Bellatrix's raspy eerie voice yell out to me as I walk down the stairs if the Malfoy manor

"I'm here, no need to jump around in your seats" I roll my eye as I walk in

"Louis, care to join us?" my so-called 'father figure' speaks