I do love you//louis partridge+ female reader

he's gonna fight

-Normal POV-

"Y/n.." a quiet voice calls from the door of my carriage, with the door now open Louis' tall figure stands there, his head held low with his hands on his face

"yeah?" I question ignoring the looks from Millie and Noah across from me

"would you like something?" he asks me, barely above a whisper

"oh? I didn't know you were the new trolley lady" I remark making Noah and Millie giggle and Finn shakes his head in amusement beside me

"wha- no, that's not I meant, I meant if I cou-ld te-tell you some-someth-ing" he stutters out of his mouth, looking at me with a face that shows he's disappointed, not in me but himself

"um...uh, sure? ok, go ahead" I reply to him, worried about what he has to tell me

"well um, a-alone" he stammers, running his hand through his brown hair (this is before sex pistols, although I do love his black hair) finally daring to look at me

"why? if you have something to say to her, you can say it to all of us" Finn interrupts the conversation

"no, Finnie it's fine, I'll be right back, if I'm not send help" I joke making Louis scratch the back of his head.

is he REALLY doing this.

-Writers POV-

"no, Finnie it's fine, I'll be right back, if I'm not send help" the girl jokes making Louis scratch the back of his head in awkwardness and sadness. Once the girl shuts the carriage door, Louis grips her wrist firmly but soft not daring to hurt the girl he has given his heart to silently without her realising

"listen if you wanna kidnap me, go ahead but can I go back and give Finnie a kiss" Y/n laughs, obviously joking around, not for him though, not meaning to break the poor boys heart

-Louis' POV-

"listen if you wanna kidnap me, go ahead but can I go back and give Finnie a kiss" Y/n laughs, making me stop in my tracks

what

"are you two together?" I blurt out, my voice breaking a little, I hope she didn't notice that

"yeah, why?" she asks, smirking a little, my face drops a little

was I really gonna do this, spill the truth for her, only for her to be with someone else

I feel my eyes start to burn, I can't remember the last time I cried, it was long, long ago, but yet one stupid girl I have let myself fall for had had the power to all along, don't cry don't cry don't cry

Louis, it's ok, everything's gonna be ok bud

the spirit angel says to him

'no it won't'

omfg just fucking kill her, she just ripped your heart, even I felt that, that shit hurt

aw are you ok?

yes darling, I'm fine, thanks for asking

'shut the fuck up, both of you'

whatever do you mean

we are you, you are us, we are the same person

'I don't care right now'

the world seemed to flow slowly, time ticking at an unreasonably leisurely pace, like the time has stopped

"Louis?" a muffled sound of Y/n voice echoed in my head

why him? why not me?

she could do so much better, I mean- not like that's me but why him!

that should be me

"Louis, I'm joking, don't be so jealous" her voice implied making me snap out of my thoughts

"what?" I question, looking around

"oh my fucking god, what did you want to tell me" she paused, pursing her lips (is that the right word? fuck I'm dumb)

I blink at her blankly for a moment, I see her shake her head slowly

"thanks for wasting my time" she rolls her eyes at me, shoving my shoulder gently

I find myself sighing, slowly walking back to the carriage, ready for Draco to put me down on my failure, go in and sit down, resting my head on the table, I can feel Draco raise his eyebrows questioning how it went

"I'll try next year" I mumble, not lifting my head from the table

"sorry? what was that?" Draco says wanting me to admit I have been defeated louder for everyone to hear

"I'll try next year!" I shout at him

"calm down, jeez, don't take out your virgin of a body out on me" Draco remarks

"fuck you" I whisper loud enough for him to hear

"no thanks" he remarks, I look up at him and see his smug smile planted on his pale-ass face

"I hate you" I whisper to he boy infront of me

"I know, but what are you gonna do about it" he reminds me with a slight sneer, I stay silent for a moment contemplating what I should say back to him

Lou, don't do anything stupid, he's technically related to you

fuck, Louis stay quiet for once, you don't need to prove to him, bloody hell

I decide to finally listen to the voices in my head and not talk back, I think that's best

-Normal POV-

I walk back into the carriage with Noah, Millie and Finn

"I'm back" I extend the 'a' making it sing-songy, they focus their eyes on me, smile plant on their faces and a sigh slips from Finn's mouth

"few, almost thought he had killed you" he jokes, I smirk and sit back down in my original spot from before next to Finn, I sat next to him and he straight away stretches his arm over my shoulders

"wow Finn" Noah comments with a smirk

"so...what did birdy want" Finn laughed, Millie and Noah joining him

"I don't know! but he got jealous when I joked about being with Finn then he zoned out, he then acted stupid so I left" I explained

"he got jealous?" Noah questioned

"yeah? well I don't know, he could've been, and he kept stuttering" I pointed out

"who wouldn't be jealous, I mean I got the prettiest girl ever" Finn bit his lip

"Oh my fucking god Finn" I laugh with the rest

"naw, I'm kidding, but you are the prettiest girl ever" he compliments me again, I scrunch my nose at him

"honestly, Y/n how are you in Slytherin" Millie asks looking astonished

"I don't know Mills" I sigh

I don't MIND being in Slytherin, I mean I don't really think I belong in any of the houses, but Slytherin doesn't really sound like me, ok maybe sometimes it does show that I belong here but I'm not sure

-Writers POV-

yeah...he didn't do it

welp, Louis wanted to, but was he really gonna do it? was he really gonna just give up and tell her, not anymore, now he realises this might be a better way to do it, he's not just gonna give up and tell her just to go back to them being Lou and Y/n he won't do that just to get Y/n and Lou back. no. he's gonna fight for them, he's not going down without a fight, he's gonna fight then she can decide whether she wants to be Lou and Y/n and Y/n and Lou again, if he wants to be with her again, he has to fight, that's what she deserves, after all doesn't she? he can't just get back their friendship by telling her why, he needs to prove to her that she can trust him to not leave again, to prove that he wants her, cares, and loves her. he's gonna fight.

a/n- I'm trying to be more active on here again, I love you all so muchhh, if you haven't already, please read my other Lou book 'Not Cinderella' its not done but almost done at the same time. luv youu