In a mirror, life smiles in one handOn the other, death stares, a demand
Giving life to the lifeless
And death to the loveless
I have an angel sitting on my shoulder
And a devil making my world colder
There are voices deep down they reside
Deep in my mind, I got a devil inside
Devil:
In your heart, you know what they say is true
They want nothing more than to protect you from you
They're not your enemies, your true enemy is yourself
You have nothing more to fear than mind itself
Angel:
Don't listen to their words, they'll just tear you down
Don't listen to the devil wearing a bloody crown
You can push on, you're stronger than this
Don't give in to pain for a lack of bliss
Devil:
The monster in lily-white silk returns
I see you have come to give the pot a churn?
You have a sea within, so let it release
Let it out, and don't ever let it cease
Angel:
You don't have to conceal the tears that you shed
They aren't bad people, don't let them get to your head
In your inner cage, I can set you free
Before the light is darkness, listen to me
Devil:
This path you walk gets brighter still
If they won't love you now, they will never will
This hurt is something you don't have to bear
Let the razor blade shine, let it take its share
Angel:
This isn't the only escape, there's more for you now
Death isn't a paradise, it's a broken solemn vow
You can't let your demons into your mind
You don't have to lose the battle you designed
Devil:
You know you want it, just a little bit
You need a release, you've earned it
Isn't that relieving? Don't you feel better?
Just a little more, let it flow, sweet nectar
Angel:
This won't help you, you're just digging yourself deeper
You're just taking steps closer and closer to the reaper
Every dream has a beginning and every nightmare an end
But it won't arrive if you don't allow your wound to mend
Devil:
You know what's right for you
You know the truth, you know what to do
Close your eyes and let your heart be at last eased
This is how you win, this is how you slay the beast
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Behind the smile
PoetryMy pen is my release It's an orgasm to my soul -A collection of poetry and articles about my personal experience with depression.