Behind the smile

If you let me in

540 days

Since you left away

Never thought you'd be so hard to replace

Ever since you left this place

Many came but they don't feel the same

They sound so fake

You aren't them; you aren't them

And I don't think I would find someone like you again

It's you and only you

Who can give me this feeling

Hurting you was my biggest mistake

But I swear, I didn't want it to be this way

I was in a dark place, drowning in my pain

I was toxic, I was psychotic

I'm not healed yet

But if you are ready, I'll try my best

If you let me in,

I'll give you what I couldn't before

I promise I won't lie anymore

I couldn't give you my all

This time I will and even more

I want to stay in your arms

You belong to my heart

A new chapter, let's start