Behind the smile

Filthy liar

I'm trapped inside this hole that's six feet underground

The silence's almost deafening with no one around

Feel the heartbeat of the earth drum beneath my fingertips

Reviving the missing truth that lies on my cold dead lips

But the stitches in my eyelids make me blind

And the removal of my brain has left me paralyzed

So I'll stay here where I can feel the walls are closing in

Try not to feel exposed as they rub off my skin

But the locusts tell my ears that everything's okay

How was I to know that I'd be digging my own grave?

I'll scream until the dirt does bleed my pain

Then I'll bleed until my ashes fall as rain

I hide under a pile of lies

So no one sees the secrets behind these immoral eyes

No one understands and they never will

My life is like a big long bill

I have to pay the price of living

It's myself that I'm giving

Only one thing in the way now to my brand new start

Have to remove this filthy liar that I call my heart

I have glued down both my hands against my chest

And my tongue has been cut out so I cannot protest

So, I'll lay here as they look down on me in my sleep

Never knowing just what was really happening

And I feel the traitor beating in my broken chest

Laughing cause, it knows I ended up just like the rest

I'll scream until the dirt does bleed my pain

Then I'll bleed until my ashes fall as rain