Behind the smile

Red & Blue

I take these pills to numb the pain

To take these feelings away

My mind, I can't feel it anymore

I end up laying on the floor

Like a dead body

When I try to stand, I feel dizzy

As if I'm a zombie

I tried to stop taking these pills

But it became an addiction, my body kills

I lost myself and wasted all these years

I couldn't feel anything except for sadness, emptiness, and fear

Going through internal battles

Red and blue capsules

Popping every pill to fix all the damage

My depression is a size of a planet

Tried to reach out to others but I bottled up everything inside

These pills controlling my life

In this terrifying world trying to survive