Behind the smile

Sad melodic hours

Melancholic songs playing on repeat

Feeling my heart barely beat

Missing you more with every lyric

Twenty eight is my favorite music

Trying to make my heart feel better, just slight

I still lay awake in the middle of the night
Consoling myself that you'll be back, even though I know you won't

I think about all the things that went wrong

And I swear it gets tough

But pain seems never enough

Tell me if you're doing well

Because here, I'm living in hell

I hope you're with a good company

Because I've never felt this lonely

Sudden calls are the worst alarms

I got hugs but I needed your arms

With the records on and the music playing

I am thinking of regrets and words I should be saying

It may be too late to change the course of history

But if I ever did get a chance again for you to see

I would show you the truth and tell you everything about me