Behind the smile

Second phase: 13

13, wish this was a dream

But sadly, it's real

The moment you asked for it,

I didn't know how to react or feel

Not once did I expect this to happen

Never in my wildest dream that I've imagined

That you'll leave me after all these years of acquaintance

But it's me who got you to this point

I had to accept it for your satisfaction

Times when you were suffering, you were patient

Holding on to the last grip of this love,

But you fall because of my actions

I had a habit that haunted me,

For what reason, it came to be

Yes, I know you warned me,

So now you punish me

I was so lucky that you were in my life

Despite my imperfection, you were always by my side

Through hardship and struggles, you were there to guide

You were my ride or die

For once I thought you'll be my wife

Love so beautiful and kind

Ended up because of a lie

Memories of you still flash through my mind

When I go to sleep, I enter a place where I always find you

Sometimes I wish if I can stay there and be with you

Because I didn't find someone that loves me as you do

But reality hurts and I've to accept the truth

Even after all these years far apart,

You still have a place in my heart

Not just as a lover, but as a soulmate who was always my lifeguard

Just know that I still respect you and love you sweetheart