Behind the smile

Would you listen?

I'm hurt and you are too

I know things are tough with me and you

I know you are torn apart inside

I can see the pain right into your eyes

I've listened to your worries

Taken them all as my own

Constantly on my mind

My own troubles over thrown

I've been avoiding my life

Pushed everything aside

But I can't ignore it any longer

I'm sorry I lied

I had a mental disorder

You called me dramatic for being depressed

I kept quiet and didn't want to express

"I want a man not a crybaby"

I really wonder if you really meant what you said

Because I know you are not like this

And I hope you didn't mean it

What you said and did really hit

But it's okay you don't know a thing

Would you care if I told you everything?

Like I did when you were in your lowest

I will tell the truth, I promise

But would you listen at the first place?