Just them in me

TTS

Not reachable again, New has been not reachable for months now. Tay has been calling him like a maniac, but failed to reach him.

It was only third day after there marriage when New took off to Germany in the name of research, at first he could talk to New over the phone frequently, slowly calls became texts, texts became voice mails and now even the voice mail seem to have been full and all the words Tay have been wanting to say are burning in his heart.

It's there anniversary in two days and New is no where near found, neither his parents nor his friends seem to know how to reach New anymore. Tay has been tempted to fly to Germany and track New down a lot of times, but the last words from New kept ringing in his mind... " Trust me Tay, I won't let you wait for long..." New's eyes while uttering those words can't be neglected, they held too much hope.

He didn't want to go after New and be asked why didn't he trust New. He didn't want to be accused of suspicion, all he is feeling is worry. Tay misses New too much that he hasn't been able to focus on his work, he has shut his studio down a couple of months back indefinetly.

He has been drinking himself to sleep too, not to forget New, but to stop himself from thinking of the posibility that New might have left him for good. However it's not possible, because New did leave a message before going MIA that he is doing it for work. What he didn't mention is that it's going to take this long. 

Tay had there marriage photos framed and hung around there home which he designed with New. The smile New has on in those photos can't be anything but pure, So Tay has no reason to believe that New won't be back. 

He knows that New is his soulmate, he just have to hang in till his mate brings back his soul. He is just devastated at how long it's taking, but he is going to hang in.

Tay heard the door bell but chose to ignore it, he never understood why though his peng has the passcode he still bothers to ring the bell. Tay is glad that Off keeps visiting him bringing him supplies and checking upon him.

"What's the point Peng?" Off has once asked when he walked into a fresh smelling room and well dressed Tay, only Tay was still drunk.

"What if New comes back, I dont want to invite him with a mess" Tay has said and shrugged. Off has no response to that except to sigh internally and proceed to stock the packaged food into the fridge.

Just as usual since Tay didn't bother to respond, the door opened with a beep as the correct password was entered.
Lights came on in the living room but Tay was still in his dark and comfortable corner in the bed room, only two empty beer bottles rolling before him and one in his hand, because he never failed to clean after he makes a mess.

Not minding the door to his room opening Tay went on to sip his beer. He heard small steps inching towards him... " Peng, Did you hear anything about New?" Tay asked dreamily just as he does everytime Off visits him.

But his eyes trained for darkness didnt see his soft friend this time.... "PENG..." he then shouted angrily as he tried to stand up and failing miserably.

"PENG, what the F...." Tay was about to curse but swallowed his words soon and stuttered... "who is this... what were you thinking, bringing a kid here...."

"Hello, I am TTS... Very nice to finally meet you Mr. Vihokratana..." He heard the kid speak.

"Haann...?" Tay frowned as he finally managed to stand with the help of the bed post.

"Peng... peng, are you even here, I think i am hallucinating now... Why is the kid talking like an adult.. Peng......Newwww..." Panicking, Tay called for Off and invoulantrily for New.