Just them in me

Please....

A/N: A long Smut warning people....

Tay has been hard the whole day, he is not sure why in all these years he has crushed on New and worked with him, he has never been this out of control. New just looked out of the world today not helping at all with Tay's starving harmones. Somehow he got through the day distracting himself with anything and everything but how can he do it now, when New is just sitting inches away driving him home. He can even smell mild jasmine cologne from New. He subtly shifted the tab on his lap so New wouldn't notice the bulge that's growing to be visible as he scrolled through his phone. He had to struggle not to curse as New's recent photos popped as soon as he opened his Insta, where can he escape to now. He switched off his mobile  as well and tried just concentrating on the road, tried to think of how roads are constructed, or why the crossings are called Zebra crossings, anything except for New. But it's only New everywhere, Cute New, Hot New, vulnerable New, Strong New, New just kept popping up in his mind. And actual presence of the person in that confined space where he can even listen to New's breathing is making him  fist his hands to gain control over himself.

As soon as car stopped infront of his home, Tay jumped out of it. But before he can close the door New called for him... "What's wrong Taee?" 

Tay had to maintain the normal face... "What? Nothing is wrong... I will just go up now... drive safe..." With out waiting for New's answer Tay almost ran in. New got double suspicious, Tay who can't stop talking to the point that he would have to point out whenever they have reached home, didn't utter a word for the whole journey and didn't even wait till car has come to complete stop to jump out? There was no way New was going to buy that Nothing. 

He just locked the Car behind him and followed Tay inside. Tay was about to close the door but  stopped. As soon Tay saw New again he tried to hide himself behind the door...

"New, what are you doing up here?" He blurted. 

"Taee, something is completely wrong with you and I need to know what..." New sternly responded inviting himself in. 

"I said it's nothing, and you need to leave NOW..." Tay is getting irritated by the minute. he thought the day long torture was finally over and he can let it all go with a cold shower, but New is not done with him yet. 

"Leave? Wow... You say it like you have a girl coming over or something..." New laughed at his own words.

Tay glared at New until he stopped laughing and then decided he has only one choice left... "Yes!... Yes, someone is coming over and you need to leave before she does... So..."

Tay's expression was too damn serious for New to conclude it as a joke, so he asked again shocked... "What do mean by a girl Tay? You are confusing me now..."

Tay couldn't keep his voice down anymore from all the frustration... "Is it really that hard to believe... Or you are just that thick in your head.... I am a grown man and I have needs... Okay... there...I said it... Now please get going New...."

"But this is not right Tay... I don't think you can do it.... No strings attached is a impossible phrase for you...You know how to get attached to even a switch board "  New's tone suddenly changed but Tay still couldn't say whether it is pity or sadness.

"May be, May be if I get attached to her enough I might start dating her, as far as i am concerned it's not your job to worry about it, Will you please just leave me alone now...." Tay's head was spinning, both from having to act so cold with New and from the visuals of his only crush and love on his couch. 

New stood and started slowly walking towards Tay... "Taee... you are not getting it, you shouldn't loose your virginity to some random person, You will never get to know how it actually feels... you need to fall in love first ..."