Just them in me

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"Ahhhh..." Tay sighed.... "Damn these skin care routines, I am not doing it..." He flopped on to the bed.

New who was applying serum on his face turned to Tay... "But you have to, You know the  big day is not far right?"

"Whatever, I will just let Make up artists do their magic...." Tay waved him off.

"You know that's not how it works, Now get up..." New went and held Tay's hand pulling him up...." It will hardly take 20 minutes...."

Tay couldn't fight with New and ended up dragging himself towards the dressing room. He washed his face and was checking his face for the marks of tiredness when he felt the strong hands wrap around his waist. 

"What are you doing?" Tay prompted

"I am tired too..." New mumbled

"Ofcourse you are, Go rest..." Tay tried to free himself but he could not.

"I am..." New hugged Tay tighter and rested his head on his shoulders

"New..." Tay sounded serious

New opened his eyes and looked in to the mirror... "I like you bare faced..." He commented

"New, this  is not funny any more, Let me go..." Tay warned

"I...I just need two minutes...." New closed his eyes resting

When Tay raised his eyes to look at himself, he could see the uncomfortableness written on his face. He then looked down at the hands around him, the protruding nerves were just where he remembered them to be. 

This is not fair he thought to himself but he couldn't fight for fairness. That's how lovers live. Especially the one sided ones.

"New..." He finally murmured.

"Uuu... UU" New let Tay go and walked away. 

Tay once again looked at himself, he has turned red, his mind knows the situation, but his body, How could it possibly understand it. So, all he could do was let out a big sigh and feel sad.

New was sitting at the study table when Tay came out of the dressing room and it looked like he was reading a script. 

"Aren't you tired?" Tay calmly asked

New nodded.... "But I don't think I will be able to sleep for a while...."

And then there was only silence in the brand new hotel room for a few minutes, only there thoughts creating noise in their heads. And as the impulsive one, Tay decided to give up first. 

He went and stood beside New and when New looked up at him, He casually lifted his leg up and straddled New. New's reaction was fast, he immediately held Tay in position and Tay just hugged New. 

"Can we go back a few years....?" Tay's voice was low.

"Ha?" New sounded confused

"To when we were the thickest friends who shared each and everything that's going on in our lives and minds..." Tay added.

"I thought we are still the same, Aren't we?"  New questioned

Tay took his time rubbing his chin on New's shoulders.... "New, I am in a weird situation, how do I get out of this..." Tay turned suddenly jovial.

"Hmmm... Aren't you always in some kind of situation, What is it this time?" New rolled his eyes.

"You know this guy I am working with right, The fair and strong guy?" Tay started the small talk.

"What about him?" New played along , his hands still wrapped around Tay.

"He, He hugged me today out of no where..." Tay exclaimed