Just them in me

Hello,

New saw Tay first time during their college annual day celebrations, leading the marching band and he couldn't take his eyes off Tay. He was not sure if people around him thought he has gone crazy but New didn't even blink till the end of that march. He didn't even know the name of the senior then. But slowly with a few conversations here and there he found Tay's instagram account. It was easy because Tay was already modelling at that time and his feed was full of color full outfits and fair faces. 

From that day on New did try to meet other people, understand them, date them but Tay wouldn't let him, none of those smiles could be compared to Tay's. Tay has a habit of being proactive on SNS and that was not helping New with his studies at all. He smiles and cuddles himself everytime he opens the phone and look at that handsome face in a new angle. It also made him jealous as Tay's followers kept increasing and that handsome face was not just his to admire.  Instagram has become his favorite app. It has become a habit for New to wake up and open Insta to find out where Tay was headed for the day, and on the days Tay goes silent on Insta were New's saddest days. New has started eating healthy and research on photography because that is what defines Tay in a nut shell. Whenever Tay had a outdoor event New would make time to go and stand in a corner to cheer Tay. This routine has become pretty mundane and New didn't think much about it except  live with it until one day he bumped into Tay, It was their convocation day. 

New is working in a bank, he didn't have many friends so he was wondering around the college after he received his degree to take in the old surroundings that are decorated in new colours, he wanted to make good use of his day off. He certainly knew Tay was also in the campus, it's his convocation as well, but it's not the time or place to spy on him. It happened though any way. Being clumsy as usual Tay tripped running to get his degree and had to grip on to New to avoid falling down in the middle of the corridor. The overwhelming scent was too much for New, it made him frown just to freeze when he realised who it was. 

"Sorry Nong..." Tay could see the guy is his junior from the color of the folder in his hand.." I am in a hurry, they are about to call my name..."

Tay was struggling with the heavy bag on his back and he is yet to wear his graduation coat, and... and he looked surreal upfront... Cute and simple... compared to when he sees Tay from afar or on screen, where he comes across as handsome and mysterious.

New recovered in time to not let Tay pass him... "Do you need help with it?" New pointed to Tay's heavy bag. It was full of gifts his fans gave him at the entrance. 

Tay looked at him contemplating... "I just don't have anything to do..." New shrugged to help with the decision. 

"Thank you so much Nong...." Tay handed over the bag and tried running again.

"Tay!" New called him back..."Your graduation coat" he reminded.

"Oo... ya..." Tay digged out the coat as New held the heavy bag and ran again silencing his noisy mobile. New shook his head smiling at him thinking He is seriously too clumsy .

After nearly an hour, Tay came out of the conference room with his degree and hair disheveled, New almost laughed at the site. His friends followed and jumped on him again almost not letting Tay breath. It made New mad, possessive and feel the helplessness boiling his blood. It hit him how madly he is in love with Tay, the guy who doesn't even know his name. Tay was lucky that all his friends are still needed in the conference room and he got the time to breath when they went back in to attend business. Tay slowly walked to where New was standing and stood beside him holding the railing to take a heavy breath, like he was struggling to live. New couldn't help but observe how Tay's adam's apple is bobbing, his chest heaving, his forehead sweating  and his face relaxing. He got a thrusting urge to pull out his mobile and take a candid, but he knew better and resisted the urge.