Just them in me

Let's break up

Tay has been thinking for weeks now, he is thinking all New got after they started dating is hate and defamation. He kept thinking his bad luck is rubbing off on his Hin and it's hurting him. And he couldn't bear to see his Hin suffering. But that is what is happening every night, even on the nights they are not together New would call him and vent how the world is being unfair to him and Tay is trying his best to cheer up his boyfriend.

What New doesnt know is after he fall asleep, Tay would struggle with his insomia thinking of ways to keep New happy and the only solution he could think of is breaking up.

They have been together long enough to know better, Tay perfectly knows that New loves him to the core that he wouldn't want to leave Tay even if it means he would go through hell everyday and Tay himself knows that he loves New to a point that he can give up his everything just to see New happy. But Tay decided to try, try to make everything better for New.

New was laughing with Gun in the practice room when Tay suddenly snapped and walked out of the room making sure everyone noticed him. New and Off looked at eachother clueless before deciding to follow him.

Being completely aware of the four legs following him, Tay stopped in the middle of empty corridor and turned back. Off and New stopped in their tracks when they saw Tay's cold face.

"You don't believe the rumors going around, do you?" He asked specifically looking at New with the same cold face.

"Ofcourse not..." New smiled... " if that's what you are worried about, you don't have to Tae, I know..." New stopped moving towards Tay as Tay cut him off.

"Don't come any closer ..." Tay warned sternly... and smirked.... "How can you be soo damn naive ha?"

Off stood there stunned from his Peng's actions.

"How many more proofs do you need, all the rumours are true New, get it through your mind, I like Joss, Do you hear me..." Tay's face was straight but voice shivered as if he was going to burst into tears any minute... however He still kept talking... "All i did with you is act, just so we would look natural for the fans, I can't do it any more though, now that i have found my love I don't want to live in this drama."

"What are you suggesting exactly Tae...?" New asked helpless.

"You want me to spell it out for you?" Tay said in a bold voice.. "Fine..." He paused sighing... "Let's break up.."

New's eyes became blurry with tears, they are making him miss Tay's beautiful face already... He moved slowly to come face to face with Tay and commanded... "Look at me Tay"

Tay was looking anywhere but New, so New yelled again... "Look at me..."

When Tay looked up his eyes were red, Red from anger or Red from sorrow, nobody was able to tell... "Is this enough...?" Tay questioned ironically... "Or do you want a last kiss for commemorating the break up?"

When New didn't respond, Tay started moving in hoping New would let him kiss , one last time , one last memory he would keep and cherish forever... New didn't move even when Tay's lips touched his, Tay didn't want to make it obvious, so he just grazed New's lips with his, feeling the fluff and softness, etching the feeling into his mind so it would last forever and pulled back.

But before Tay could turn away New caught him for another kiss, it wasn't just lips, New's tongue came attacking Tay's lips, as he trained his mouth for years it opened without any prompt and in a jiff New was kissing Tay lifeless. Tay tried hard to not drop the guard, not ruin his plan, but couldn't do it for more than couple of seconds, he gave in, suddenly declaring war with that slick tongue that has been exploring him.