Just them in me

no means NO

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I was waiting for Tay in the parking lot. We are off work early today so Tay said he would cook for me, I am really excited as it's been a while since i tasted his cooking. I get jealous everytime he cooks for those shows and I never get to taste them. I am getting impatient with all the waiting, did he forget that I am waiting again, it happens everytime fans surrounds him, he just starts talking to them and forgets everything else.

I was about to send him a angry emoticon when i saw him stomping towards me, hands full of bags. He forcefully opened the already opened door and loaded all the bags into the back seat before hoping into passenger seat and slamming the door after him. It made the whole car vibrate for a few seconds including me. He sat there saying nothing and i could sense anger he is emanating. Tay Tawan, never gets angry, something big must have happened for him to get soo annoyed.

"Taee..." I called out sweetly. He didn't respond, his eyebrows knitted and thoughts too far. I wanted to ask him to wear the seat belt, but he is not listening, so i leaned in to do it myself and ...boom...

I got slapped on my hand pretty hard... 

"What the hell Tae...?"  I asked annoyed rubbing my hurt hand.

But he was still not responding... The angst in his eyes gave me goosebumps. 

I had to take a deep breath before trying again... "Tay....?" I asked lowly.

"Tay... baby... What's wrong?" I had to switch to the Boyfriend mode to calm him down.

"You were fine a few minutes ago.... Did someone say something?" I kept asking as he is not answering.

After nearly five minutes of me asking and him not responding I heard him shout at me....

"Shut the fuck up and drive... " That made me go statue. In eight years this is the first time he has shouted at me like that. I pouted. But he was not looking. I had to finally give up and lean again to pull his seat belt on. 

The slap was harder this time almost making my hand go numb.... 

"Don't you understand simple words, I said DRIVE..." My eyes went wide at the coldness in his voice.

I said almost shivering .... "Se..Seat belt...."

He sighed a angry sigh before pulling the seat belt like he wants to crush the whole car with that pull. 

I drove silently concentrating more on his heavy and fast breathing than on the road. What happened? I need to check my feed as soon as we are home. 

"What are you doing....?" The same pissed voice shouted at me again, his eyes fixed on the road. I gave a confusing look....

"Driving us home... Why? You wanted to go somewhere else... " I asked  making my voice as soothing as possible.

"No, You are driving us to your home, I want to go to mine... " The words felt like they were cutting me into half. But I can see he is hurting, something big must have happened in that 10 minutes I left him for him to suddenly act all cold like this, so i let the words go and turned the car towards his home. 

I was looking for a parking space near his house once we were there but Tay was still not cutting me any slack... "Thank you for the ride, You can go back home now" His voice is not as loud but it's still as cold.

I locked the doors stopping him to get off... "I am home, just hold on, let me park" I said sternly.

"Again... When did you turn soo dumb that you are failing to understand simplest of words..." He asked with knitted brows.