spring was gone | Buenvenidez Series #1 [COMPLETED]

SPECIAL CHAPTER

I started writing the first chapter of this series thinking about some ways to share what I have learned about the versions of love I discovered through time. I can barely remember how I finally took a step in writing after I doubt myself but surprisingly, through time and as it passes by, I met new people who seemed to appreciate the stories I am writing and that was what made me took a step creating my own path here.

I am soooo happy to be able to share all these to you and as a token of appreciation for the outmost support you've given me. I decided to give all the completed books in the series a special chapter that I've been wanting to share with you for a very long time.

Ngayon palang, maraming salamat na ulit dahil umabot ka rito. Masaya akong umaabot sa'yo ang mga salita kong ito. You are a blessing. You are what I prayed for so long. You are my auroras during the night sky and the sunshine on my daytime. I owe you a lot and I'm so thankful to have you here with me in this journey ahead of us. I love you in spring, in autumn, and even during the winter falls.

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Note: The timeline of this special chapter will revolve around the mid-part of the story.  Basically, most of the scenes happened during the time skips. I hope that explains why this wasn't seen on the previous posted chapters. Thank you and enjoy reading!

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"Faith! Naghihintay na si Augustine sa baba! Matagal ka pa ba?" 

I can clearly hear my mom's voice behind the door while I'm still fixing the curls of my hair infront of my vanity table. Sumulyap ako sa orasan na malapit sa kama ko at nakita kong ang aga aga pa!

"Naku! Mukhang tulog pa yata!"

I exhaled loudly and  walked towards the door. Hindi na naman ako tulog! Gising na gising na nga ako! Hindi palang ako tapos mag-ayos ng sarili. Lately, I'm starting to get conscious about myself. 

Shaking my head in disbelief, I decided to open the door so they would strop freaking out. Kaso, bago pa ako makabawi, ibang mukha na ang bumungad sa akin kaya padabog kong naisara ang pinto dahil sa pagkataranta! Narinig ko pa ang halakhak niya mula sa labas!

Anong ginagawa niya dito?!

Naghuramentado ang dibdib ko habang iniisip ang katotohanan na nasa labas na nga siya ng kwarto ko. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ba ako masasanay sa ganitong pakiramdam o baka talagang hindi na. 'Yung tipo bang buong buhay ko nang mararamdaman 'to sa tuwing iniisip ko siya.

I know I'm still young but I am clearly aware of my feelings towards him. I like him... or to be specific, I think I'm actually inlove with him. Sabagay... apat na taon na at ganito kalalim ang nararamdaman ko. I've seen this in movies and I've read this in some books... I know what I am feeling and I'm just happy about it.

I don't even care if he won't like me back or he'd even see me as more than his friend, basta ako, gusto ko siya. I like to see how the idea of the man I want for my life is him... and Mom said that love is dangerous. Lalo na kapag kaya mo nang talikuran ang lahat para sa isang bagay na 'yon. 

But as she always say too, I'm still young. There's still a lot of things I am about to face. Basta ang hindi ko dapat kalimutan ay 'yung mahalin ko ang sarili ko ng higit pa sa pagmamahal na kaya kong ibigay sa isang tao. 

I breathe heavily and looked at myself in front of the mirror for one more time. Actually, I have no idea where we'll go today. Ipinagpaalam niya lang ako kay Mommy at Daddy noong inihatid niya ako dito sa bahay pagkatapos ng klase kahapon. Maybe he saw how stressful my junior year is that's why he wanted to help. Kaya siguro niyaya niya akong umalis ngayon.