Jealousy

Part 21

He kissed almost every inch of me, making me so damn hard yet wouldn't give me the ultimate gift... of being able to touch him in return. Only after driving me crazy with want, he smiled, "Faith."

He held my stiff, hard cock steady and did something that we'd done only a few times, impaled himself upon it. In complete shock, I stared at his face, his beautiful body that was now riding me!

"Why, Forth?" I can count on one hand the times I've fucked him. I've never minded. I love the feeling of him inside me. He gives me this dreamy smile and moves gently, slowly rolling his hips. I can't stop my moan from escaping.

His movements become a bit faster but it's still not large or hard, the way he works me. He leans forward on my chest and softly, almost chastely, kisses me. I'm gone... lost in the way I feel. My arms wrap over his shoulders and I feel his strong muscles bunch beneath my fingertips. 

His hips begin to move, back and forth but its only the tip. It's torturous. It's teasing both of us. Our chests rub together as his kiss deepens. I feel... feel wetness on my belly. 

I'm drowning. My hips thrust up! I hear him moan as I go deeper than he expected. It triggers something in me... animalistic need. I flip him over and he rolls with me. If he didn't, I wouldn't have been able to move him.

Now on top, I kneel and pull him closer and spread his legs wider. I love the way he looks, spread out on the bed. The pure white hotel sheets set off his dark looks. Sexy doesn't do him justice... 

With a deep growl, I plunge into him, my hands on his hips. Forth throws his head back and howls! I pull out and plunge again, marveling at how tight and warm he his... 

I'm home! I feel like I'm home! I grab Forth's cock and stroke, smoothing the wetness I felt on my belly down his shaft. He bucks hard against me and moans again. I release it and take his hand and place it on the cock. "Come for me, Baby." His eyes are half shut but he moves his hand to the tempo I've set. 

Each time I hit a certain spot, I see his hand pause. I smile with victory. I speed up, going faster and harder. I was never sure when fucking him, if he wanted it, if he liked it. Forth starts to shake, and curse. He stops stroking his cock and I take over. 

I like this feeling of being in power. I slam hard into him, and hold tightly to his throbbing cock when my hand becomes sticky... and he comes. Fuck! Why so soon? Why? 

I feel it... I feel his orgasm on the inside. He's squeezing me so damn tight. I pull out and thrust in again and hear him swear. That did it... close enough, we come together. 

Pulling out I roll off him and lay panting, feeling sweat roll off my body. Closing my eyes, I feel the lethargy sweep across me as he gathers me close. It's hot! I debate pushing him away from me but I'm lazy at the same time.

I know he saying something but I don't hear it. He kisses my temple and I fall asleep again. Why am I so sleepy...

Forth

I wait until Beam is sleeping soundly then I slip out of his bed to shower. I fucking hurt! I don't ever remember it hurting this much... until it sinks in that we didn't use any lube or condoms. Bare!

FUCK! Standing in the shower, I contemplate my life choices and where I go from here. The hot water courses over me and I finally grab the shower gel and soap up. Rinsing, I shake my hair, turn off the water and see him watching.

"Shit, Beam!" I'm rarely startled. "How long?"

He slowly smiles at me. He only shrugs and walks closer. "You're hard on your body, Forth. Look at all those scars." He rakes his eyes up and down, stopping at the long one starting at my thigh that goes around down to my calf. I have two metal pins in my leg now.

I feel a twitch in my cock. I always want to fuck him. It was a gift, our finale. I wonder if he realizes I meant every word of what I said.

I now KNOW how bad we are together.

We can't be together. We only have tonight.

"Go back to sleep, Beam." I can't look at him. If I do, he's against the wall and I'm fucking him. I close my eyes. Don't think, don't think... 

I feel a breeze. Then his fingers lightly sweep across my chest, tracing the lineation lines down to my abdomen. I shiver. "Fuck, Beam." I trap his hand, stilling it before he can go lower.

"Why?" His breath blows across my ear. He's too close. His hard cock brushes my thigh. Don't look, I think. I'm okay. If I don't look I'm okay. "Look at me, Forth." His voice is beguiling, soft and insistent.

I'm hard now, the tip of my cock barely brushing his thigh as he moves around me. I shiver, but I'm not cold. He's being a fucking tease and it's driving me insane. Slowly I open my eyes and he is right there! Like, fuck, two damn inches from my face.

Swearing, I swing him against the cool tiles and hold his hands above his head. "I told you to go. Whatever happens, Beam, remember you asked for it." His eyelids sweep down and a smile ghosts across his face. 

His cheeks are a soft pink and his lips are rosy from our kissing. He looks like a damn angel. I can't stop myself. I don't want to fight anymore. I want him. I need him. I kiss him.

It's soft. I press my lips against his his. It's soft, and quick. He moans and leans forward, seeking more. I bend my head and press another gentle, quick kiss, taking his bottom lip this time. He tries to free his hands.

I hold them firmly. I pull back and study his face. His cheeks are darker, almost blushing. It's the final trigger. I am completely lost. I capture his bottom lip and bite. He makes a sound, I don't know what, and opens his mouth to my tongue.

We stand there, kissing in the cool bathroom until I forget to hold his hands and cup his face, drawing it closer. I feel his hands on my back, my buttock. We are pressed tight together now, hardness to hardness. 

He grinds against me. Did I just growl? I must have... I don't know for sure, I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing! I pick him up and walk to the counter in the small room. Beam gasps as I drop him on there. 

I move in between his legs and thrust my finger inside. His eyes widen and meet me. I acknowledge his unasked question. Yes... here, now! My finger moves gently, thoroughly. I add more and more until his eyes go dreamy. Now! Now! I can't wait!

Beam shudders and screams on the edge of the counter as I pull him almost off of it and hold his legs up. Thrusting hard, I pause when I am buried deep. I'm home. He will always be my home. My soul. My lover.