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Beau remained silent the whole ride.
I didn't know if I should say anything to make it up to him. I didn't do anything wrong but he's giving me the silent treatment. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung paano ako kikilos.
What Cadrein said is right.
These days, I followed Beau's orders without having a free will of my own. I mean, he would consent to kissing me and I would always allow him... but he still tried to control me with his ways.
Beau is controlling. The type that won't stop until he gets what he wants. However, I let myself follow through easily because of the feelings I have for him.
Funny how I let myself do all that because of these feelings I have for him. Ang akala kong crush lang ay naging iba na ngayon.
This is not just a simple crush anymore. I think I am already in love with him...
"Uh, sabi ni Kannon... niyaya ka daw nilang tumabi sa kanila bukas. They have front seats and I know pageants aren't your thing and you're probably not going to come—"
"I am coming, Fiorella. I already talked to Kannon." aniya nang hindi inaalis ang tingin sa daan.
He parked the car in front of our house. Parang may malalim siyang iniisip na hindi maalis sa utak niya.
"Galit ka ba dahil kasama ko si Cadrein?"
He glanced at me and shut his eyes tight to put it on his head rest.
"Matulog ka na, Lucine. Kailangan mo pang mag-ayos bukas. Surely, you don't want to look haggard tomorrow?" he said without looking at me.
Tumango ako. "Okay, thanks sa ride."
Pumasok na ako at nag-ayos na para makatulog. I took my medicine and did all my routine before sleeping.
Halos hindi ako makahinga ng ayos dahil sa pageant. Mama hired some good hair and makeup artists to do my look for tonight. Kinakabahan na ako at pakiramdam ko ayaw ko ng tumuloy dito.
"Pwede bang quit na ako?" I asked Prianne.
She chuckled while looking at me. Inaayusan na ako ngayon habang nakatambay silang dalawa ni Katie rito.
"Today's the day, Fio! Wag kang kabahan! Kaya mo yan!" ani Prianne.
I tsked. "Ikaw dapat ang nandito e..."
"Bumawi naman ako sayo, ah? Thank you talaga at sinalo mo 'ko, ah! Sorry nga pala at hindi ako makakapunta mamaya. Dumaan lang talaga ako dito para bisitahin ka." she checked her watch. "Alis ako mga five minutes!"
"Saan ka ba kasi talaga pupunta?!" I pouted.
Hindi pa naman ako sanay sa makeup dahil natural na akong maganda ng wala ito. Pasalamat sa kagandahan ni Mama at kagwapuhan ni Papa. Nagkaroon sila ng anak na maganda tulad ko.
"You look good in pink, Fiorella!"
Audrey designed me my dream dress. We spent around five hours just to conceptualize the gown I want to wear for tonight.
Gaya sa pangalan ko, may theme ang gown na malabulaklak. She didn't use any floral fabrics but rather filled it with details of flowers and something like nature. I immediately fell in love with the dress the moment she showed me the final product.
It had a sweetheart neckline, sleeves tied into ribbon. Green colored gown with tons of details and layers of mesh cloth.
"Ang ganda! Bagay talaga sayo!" puri ni Prianne.
