Holding On With Maybe (Holding On Series #2)

envoi

(Do expect that this is lengthy, let me cry in words, chos.)

Wow.

Let me just comprehend that I, fortunately, completed the second installment of Holding On Trilogy.

For people who didn't know, there's no trilogy, to begin with. The first one was really supposed to be a stand-alone and that book was pretty turbulent as I have done a lot of revisions there (but rest assured that the last revision I've done there is the final one, you can finally read that in peace, only if you want to, there's no forcing here ◍•ᴗ•◍).

But this is not about the someday, this is about the maybe I just ended.

Thanks to you, for reaching this part. Thank you for being with Grace and Timo, for staying with us all throughout this story. This novel still has a lot of room to develop and I am jovial that even with that, you're here, you have arrived at this part and for that, I am thanking you, a lot. I appreciate you!

Through days and nights with this story, I was never alone in writing each chapter. Again, to all the artists I've listened to (Eraserheads, Ben&Ben, America, Reese Lansangan, James Arthur, Bandang Lapis, Coldplay, The Vamps, Nobita, Halsey...) I couldn't mention you all, but I surely owe you for accompanying me.

Again, thank you (I will not stop being grateful. There will always be a big thank you transcribed at each end of my book, I hope you won't get exhausted by that).

Anyway, do remember this : if you discover yourself in need to let go of something or in need to walk away from where you are right now, just go. Don't look back once you did even if it is torturing because choosing to save yourself will always be worth it no matter how painful it gets.

Choosing yourself is not selfish. Refusing to choose yourself is.

To end this, I hope for you to see you on the other side of this universe, or on this universe again once the third installment of this trilogy launches. Adieu, until my next envoi you'll read *hopefully*.

PS : I have an upcoming collaboration with a good friend/ate of mine, stay tuned for what it would be all about!

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This is dedicated to you, Skye.

You have no idea that you taught me three things in life
And became my constant reminder with those three
That I will (surely) carry for the rest of my life

One, prioritizing my well-being is not prejudiced.
Two, friendship comes in different definitions.
Three, patience is indeed a virtue.

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Started: January 19, 2021
Ended: August 29, 2021

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HOLDING ON TRILOGY

• Book 1: Holding On With Someday (Completed)
• Book 2: Holding On With Maybe (Completed)
• Book 2: Holding On With Tomorrow (Soon)

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