Little One ∞ George Russell

29 | Lifting restrictions

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James Bay & Julia Michaels - Peer Pressure:
'When we met, innocent. Now I'm dead every time you're touchin' me. You're dancing around on my mind every second, I'm under control till you're in front of me. Maybe I'm scared, I don't care, I'm addicted. I'm in it'

W A R N I N G: mature content

"That was fun, wasn't it?" George asked after they said goodbye and stepped into the bathroom to get ready for bed. "It was. I really like hanging out with them as a couple. Although they are a bit..." Fiona started, not really sure what the word was she was looking for. George walked over to her and placed his hands on her waist, pulling her close and looking at her face while she was taking off her makeup. "The fact that they have sex in public places and we haven't done that, doesn't mean they are better or anything, you know that right? We are just taking things at our own pace". He said and Fiona leaned her head against his chest before she nodded. "I know".

They brushed their teeth and got changed into their pyjamas before they got into bed. Fiona crawled towards George and placed her head on his shoulder, wrapping her leg around one of his. "Do you want to talk about the things you mentioned earlier?" He asked and she slowly nodded before she turned more to her stomach to be able to look at him. "I know lots of people watch porn and it's obviously just a normal thing. But there was this moment in my relationship with Miles where I caught him watching it when I walked into his room and instead of coming up with excuses why he was watching it, he just got really aggressive and basically turned the tables on me". Fiona loved the way George's finger was rubbing circles on her back while she was talking to him, it made her feel comfortable to tell him these things.

"He said that from that moment on, neither of us was allowed to watch porn or masturbate. Not that I was doing that in the first place, but ever since it became such a taboo between us that I was even scared to think about it. I told Maddie about this a while ago, that's why she mentioned it". Fiona concluded her story. "You know that's not normal, right?" George asked and she nodded. "Yeah I know and I'm certain that he still did it anyway, it was just another way to control me". She had thought about his controlling behaviour before and within the last few months without him, a lot had become clear. "I just want you to know that even though I have watched it before I'm not doing it anymore.." George said but Fiona immediately interrupted him.

"No it's okay. I really don't mind. I think it's a normal thing and all I said to Maddie was that I was curious how it would be to watch something like that together with someone". Fiona said shyly, while her fingers played with the hem of his shirt. "Y-You want to watch porn together?" George looked at her in disbelief and she giggled when she saw his surprised look. "I was just intrigued. I have never watched it before and instead of doing it by myself, I just thought it would be more fun to do it together.." Her eyes caught George's blue ones and the first thing she noticed was his dilated pupils. "But it's fine if you don't want to.." Fiona continued, her voice low and her finger mindlessly wandering over his bicep. "N-No, I do. I just can't believe you would want to do that. All the girls I know get jealous and angry at their boyfriends for watching it and you just suggested doing it together".

Fiona placed her finger under his chin to make him look at her and leaned in closer until they were only a few millimetres away from each other. "I trust you and on top of that, maybe we can learn a thing or two.." She brushed her lips against his and George let out the softest groan before he kissed her more firmly. He slid his hand in her hair and angled his head to the left. Fiona's hand wandered towards his neck and she placed the palm of her hand under his jaw, letting her fingers play with the hairs on the back of his neck while George let his tongue glide over the seam of her lips. She hummed when their tongues danced around each other, quite turned on by their conversation and her confession. "Do you want me to go get my laptop?" She whispered while she pulled away slightly.