Lost... (AOT Levi x Fem!Reader)

End of season 1

° (Y/n)'s POV °

Eren, Levi and I drank our tea and waited for Erwin to arrive. He was taking very long that I was almost done with my tea.

I layed my head against the table and watched Levi and Eren talk but I didn't really pay attention to what they were saying.

Finally, Erwin and the rest came in and sat down. Papers were handed out and than finally Erwin spoke.

While he, Eren and his friends spoke about how Annie was the Female Titan, I read the papers through. Nothing much was said so I just stared blankly at a word to look like I'm reading.

Once the meeting was over, I took my and Levi's tea cup and went to the kitchen to clean it. Levi insisted on helping me but I told him to go to bed and rest. Eventually, he did comply and headed straight to my room.

As I was finishing up, Erwin came in,"There you are."

"What can I help with Erwin?" I asked while putting the cups away.

"Since we'll be planning to go to Wall Sina, not everyone will be going with. Especially the 104th cadets."

"Yea there could be other Titan shifters in between them..."

"Exactly what I thought, so Miche and his squad will go somewhere else far from Wall Sina. While me and the others go.

"That sounds like a good plan but why are you telling me this?"

"Because I want you to go with them."

"Huh?"

Erwin became silent for a while before he said,"You're still injured but to me you look fine. Levi can't go with because he has to protect Eren, if something bad were to happen. Hanji will make extreme weaponry to take down the Female Titan while Eren pretends to go to the King. And I will district the military police."

"Okay... But why do I have to go with Miche? I mean... won't they be fine without me?"

"Maybe but I need someone strong with Miche and his squad. You're our second Strongest soldier, (Y/n) and if both the Colossus and Armored Titan are there than Miche and his squad won't be alone to defeat them."

I sighed,"Fine. But then you owe me, Erwin."

"Thank you, (Y/n)." He started walking away before,"You should start packing now. You and Miche leave tomorrow."

"Okay! Hey wait! What about Sam?"

Erwin stopped,"Hanji will need all the help she can get, I read somewhere that Sam knew a little about making weaponry so he'll be staying with Hanji, is that okay?"

"It's fine."

I walked back to my office while my thoughts were running wild,"If I go, I could probably protect Miche... But given what Lilith said..."

I stopped,"I don't care what she says! I'm still going to try!"

Once I got back, I sat down and took off my shoes then my scouts jacket. I sighed heavily and rested my head on the couch.

My room door opened before Levi came out,"Hey... Something wrong?"

"Sorry did I wake you?"

Levi came towards me and sat down beside me. He took my head and placed it on his lap,"No you didn't. I was waiting for you."

For some reason, I felt like crying. Levi was always the one how respected me and cared for me a lot. But how do I repay him? By killing his squad! Silent tears slid down my eyes,"I'm sorry..."