Episode 59 : Unnecessary Apologies

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It is now a very early wednesday morning and at Jameson's home, Jameson was still at his leaving room wasted from last night......

*the whole place is messy*
Jameson: (sadly sleeping on the couch)
Baron: (knocks on the front door) ugh.... Jameson???
Jameson: (continues to sleep)
Baron: (keeps knocking on the front door) ugh Jameson.... I.... ugh.... I am going to enter okay??? the door is not locked but... (opens and enters the living room) you better lock this at... (notices Jameson messily sleeping on the couch) Jameson???!
Jameson: (suddenly gets startled by Baron) Baron??? (slowly wakes up) (scratches his head)
Baron: (looks around) are you okay??? what happened out here???
Jameson: (sits up) (looks at the messy place) ugh this?? (looks around) do not mind this place..... be used to it... I am a man.....
Baron: no Jameson.... you are so proper and... (approaches Jameson) (keeps looking around) you do not usually mess up a lot.....
Jameson: (cries softly) and I am Baron!! can't you see that I am a big mess! I am a big jerk and it hurts more when you just discovered what you really are!! I wanna say that I was not like this before but I do not want it to sound like Sam gave me a bad effect because he did not!!! but..... (sadly looks at Baron) I think this is a painful reality that I have to meet...... I am a mess Baron and I am seeing it now......
Baron: (sadly listens to Jameson)
Jameson: and I do not even know if I..... if I deserve somebody like Sam.... (keeps crying) I always cry and worry about this but.... but.... I still think Sam doesn't deserve a man like me......
Baron: (holds Jameson's arm) Jameson.... please do not say that!!! never said that because look how much you risked.... you love him so much!! you are so much braver than I am Jameson because... (tears fall on his face) if I was brave like you, I could have been more to Mason than what I am right now to him.....
Jameson: (looks confused at Baron) (tears fall on his face)
Baron: and Mason is in the hospital and I am so ashamed... I do not know if I can show up to him after hiding from him....
Jameson: (feels sad) I am sorry if my sadness is kinda.. contagious today..... I am just insecure about Kyler......
Baron: (eyes widens at Jameson) oh Jameson.... if there is one thing you have to do in a relationship, it is to never be insecure to other men because it will destroy you and will destroy your relationship with Sam as well......
Jameson: but no matter how I want me and Sam to run away, Kyler is still out there trying to mess around us..... he is not even my friend anymore at this point......
Baron: then cut him off Jameson.... you are entitled to cut people off if they are not feeling so good to you and you do not even have to explain and apologize for it....
Jameson: yeah? (listens sadly at Baron)
Baron: yeah... (holds Jameson's hand) but do you know one person that you have to explain to right now????
Jameson: Sam???
Baron: yeah... it is Sam because he may be worried about you from last night... give him reassurance at least.....
Jameson: (nods) I will... do not worry... I love that man so much...
Baron: (hugs Jameson) and always remember... he loves you... we all love you... I will be here, your little brother... your best friend... you know that Jameson... you know that.... (smiles)
Jameson: (smiles down) (hugs Baron) thank you Baron... thank you so much......

Hours have passed and at the front of Sam, Mason and Henry's home, Jameson and Baron were now together waiting for Sam to come approach them.....

Baron: (watches Jameson) (waits patiently)
Jameson: (tries to desperately and sadly shout at Sam from the front yard) ugh Sam???? please just tell me if I fucked up last night so I can completely be sure what to cry for!!!
Baron: (looks concerned at Jameson) not like that Jameson... I think he is not.....
Jameson: (tears fall on his face) because I worried you so much....
Sam: (sadly enters his front yard) (notices Jameson and Baron)
Jameson: (keeps looking at the house) (keeps shouting out sadly) and I just wanna say... I am worried for you... for us as well..... (keeps crying) I am a fucking mess and I am kinda sorry for that but I do not wanna lose you so please...... whatever I fuck up, I will work on it......
Sam: (listens sadly) (cries softly)
Jameson: (notices somebody crying behind him) (eyes widens at Sam) Sam????
Sam: (keeps crying) Jameson.... (walks and hugs Jameson desperately and tightly) (cries loudly) Jameson.....
Jameson: (eyes widens at Sam hugging him) (keeps crying) Sam??? tell me what I did? I am sorry for making you cry... I am sorry... (hugs Sam)
Baron: (sadly watches Sam crying on Jameson)
Sam: (keeps crying) (keeps hugging Jameson desperately) Jameson!!!
Jameson: (sadly hugs and keeps crying on Sam) (slightly looks confused at Sam crying desperately) Sam..... (in his mind) what has happened to you???
Sam: (keeps crying at Jameson) (in his mind) this is all my fault Jameson... I am sorry.... I am so sorry......

It is now night and at the ward of Mason in the hospital, Parker was there taking care of Mason who is still resting.......

Parker: (mops the whole floor of the ward)
Mason: (wakes up slowly) (notices Parker cleaning) (feels sad) you are still here huh???
Parker: (notices Mason) ugh Mason... you are awake again... (feels guilty) I am sorry if I am still here... I can really leave if you want to but nobody else is here but me...... ugh... (feels shy) I will call somebody else to...
Mason: (cuts off Parker) no.... I am fine and.... since you know about... you know... (raises his eyebrows) I do not think I am able to be alone but it is ironic because that is what I have been doing lately..... and now look what happened to me because of it... I even antagonized some of my friends.....
Parker: well guess what.... (walks closer to Mason) you can never be alone now and.... I am pretty sure each one of your friends are still worried about you... and it is because they love you..... (holds Mason's hand) they all... you know that.....
Mason: (confusedly looks at Parker holding his hand) (looks at Parker's bruises)
Parker: (moves his hand away) ugh.. I am sorry... I shouldn't have done it and.... your hand might still be hurting.....
Mason: (nods) but Parker... since you wanted to catch up to what happened to me.... you do not have to catch up because of guilt....
Parker: ugh why? (feels confused)
Mason: but stick with me... you do not deserve friends like Bentley and Clint.... they destroyed you..... stay away from them.... that is all you have to do now.... know what you deserve......
Parker: (smiles at Mason) you trust me now Mason???? I am still so....
Mason: (cuts off Parker) I am not doing this for us... not for me... this is for you..... (seriously looks at Parker)
Parker: (nods sadly at Mason)


















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