It is now a thursday morning and at school, Mason was at the cafeteria eating alone.......
Mason: (looks around) (keeps eating)
Desiree: (approaches Mason) hey Mason... good morning and I see that Sam is still not here..... (takes a deep breath) (sits next to Mason) let me guess, Jameson failed huh?
Mason: (shakes his head) honestly, Jameson is not also around.. after bringing him to the gay bar, he never came out until Baron and I decided to go home....
Desiree: (smiles) so, is it a good thing or a bad thing???
Mason: (shrugs) I do not want to assume.....
*Baron, Kyler and Stevie approaches Mason and Desiree*
Baron: ugh guys.. can we hang out with you? Jameson is not around and I think Sam isn't also...
Mason: sure Baron... (sits next to Baron) what do you think Sam is doing right now? are they even together in a room?
Stevie: now that escalated fast.... how would Jameson do such things....
*everyone looks at Stevie*
Stevie: I mean is... I do not mean to offend saying that.. (sits with everyone) but whatever Jameson is doing, he has not done this before and it just feels so new....
Mason: oh guys... I know they are together but you really assume it more than me that they are.... (smiles) fucking? having sex???
Kyler: me too.... and even though Jameson is not okay with Gail, he still has her as the girlfriend.....
Stevie: well.. as much as how Gail is acting towards everybody and sadly still our friend, I do not want her for Jameson....
Baron: me neither.....
Mason: (shakes his head) oh guys.... poor Jameson, I hope you do not confuse him on who he is and let himself decide on who he is and who he likes....
Baron: but Mason, isn't this the decision he wants to express.. he had 2 options, confront and change Gail or make up with Sam....
Desiree: and he chose Sam......
Mason: (smiles) (laughs awkardly) but guys... please! I do not wanna sound rude but please... lets never assume anything..... as much as this is good for Jameson, I do not want Sam to assume and be heartbroken.... cause I am sure alters like us only has love to set us free..... that is why loving for people like us is sensitive.. we always make love without love and when real love comes... (shrugs) it can change us.....
Baron: (nods)
Mason: I took that from Sam.. he told me that he will stop what he is doing if he feels contained by love... if he feels a green light that would encourage him to start over again with something new and somebody else..... he describes it as the biggest risky leap and if that time comes, hopefully he does not fuck up......
Desiree: I still did not get the chance to talk this with Sam and I hope he won't be scared.....
Stevie: you are his sister Des... he will run to you....
Desiree: and by that, he will think of me as the hardest to deal with.....
Mason: I really do hope Jameson made Sam calm down....
Baron: (holds Mason's hand)
Mason: (looks confused at Baron)
It is now the afternoon and at the motel, Sam and Jameson were still on the bed weak from last night.....
Sam: (plays his fingers on Jameson's chest) aren't you still hungry??? we have been awake since the morning and we still have not got up.....
Jameson: I am too weak from last night....
Sam: I am sorry.. (moves away from Jameson)
Jameson: (grabs and hugs Sam back to him) and I am not complaining.... I am just overwhelmed... I feel fed....
Sam: are you sure you are not gonna regret this? (tears falls on his face) you still have a chance to run away and leave me.....
Jameson: you want me to leave you on this bed?
Sam: (keeps crying) (hugs Jameson) (shakes his head) if I had a choice.. no.... (buries his head on Jameson's chest) you were the first person who did not leave me by the morning.... and I do not want to overreact like what I am doing right now but I kinda... appreciate this...
Jameson: (pulls Sam's face closer to him) do not cry... you always cry.... Sam.. look at me....
Sam: (looks sadly at Jameson)
Jameson: thank you... (about to kiss Sam)
Sam: (avoids the kiss) Jameson... we did what we did and I am thankful but... still... what would this mean??? what are we??
Jameson: (looks sadly at Sam)
Sam: and by what I said about you staying... why did you stay??? shouldn't you be having sex with Gail? like... is this a dangerous act?
Jameson: this is my first sex overall Sam.... (takes a deep breath) I wanna confess that.... but that is the only thing I could answer from your question.... I am not ready to face what's more with this.... (hugs and traces his fingers on Sam's jaws) can I keep this with you..... (kisses Sam)
Sam: (keeps looking confused at Jameson)
Jameson: I cannot answer anything yet cause things are new to me but thank you for welcoming me... and I promise... I know the bottomline of this is me regretting and always remind me on not doing that okay? please... (holds and kisses Sam's hand)
Sam: (tears falls on his face)
Jameson: cause just like what I said last night... there are things that you do not know yet... (looks at the ceiling) and I still cannot figure it out too.... help me answer it okay?
Sam: (feels guilty) (kisses Jameson's cheeks) you won't regret this?
Jameson: (shakes his head) no... how about you? will you regret this?
Sam: (feels nervous) I hope I can do that forever but... (lies his head on Jameson's cheeks) you may change in time.... my regrets depend on you...
Jameson: why?
Sam: I have feelings too.... I have feelings towards people... I get.. heartbroken...
Jameson: (sadly looks at Sam)
This is giving me such emotional breakdown... what are we expecting for the last 3 episodes of this season...
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