Mixnine ( Shin Ryujin x G!P Seo Chaewon( fem reader))

chapter 43

It has been a month now till all of this happened, you and Ryujin still cry some nights, but you noticed that Ryujin slowly start to be happy again, smiling a lot and laughing with the girls, while you don't even talk too much anymore. Your throat is sore every day from crying too much, so its hard for you to talk.

It went viral that Ryujin and you lost your baby, and they are all sad for the both of you, while the haters, they just laugh at it, especially the haters that you have.

You and your group are currently in a little room, showing the fans the LOCO teaser in a live that is on YouTube.

You didnt talked, except at the beginning to say hi to the midzys as the group.

You wear a mask and a cap, so you can hide your tired face,because you stay up till late at night.

Ryujin was worried, and because she is kinda the middle one in the group, she was sitting in the middle. She look over at you, because you was just looking lost at the table, your hands under the table on your lap.

She was rolling with the chair to your side, sitting beside you and took your hand in hers, slowly caressing your hand.

"You don't look fine, baby. Why didnt you just stayed at home?" She ask you softly and in a whisper, so the live won't caught it.

You just shrugged your shoulders, didnt even look at her. The only thing you did, was staring at the table and play nervously with your shorts that ends by your thigh.

"Babe, you didnt talked to me for days. The only thing was 'good night, I love you', more not. It really makes me worried" she said and put your head on her shoulder.

She was hugging you, but you only hold her hand. You was still sad like the first day you lost your baby, and you felt like to cry again, but you can't.

Ryujin is sitting back in the middle and sometimes glanced at you, even while talking to the fans. You grab the iPad to look at the live comments, seeing some cute but also bad comments.

You saw some who are making fun of the death of your unborn baby, you stopped the comments to look at it again, the user was spamming the same massege again and again.

You put the iPad back on the table and look down on your lap. The music video teaser started to play in the background, so you took the chance to cry in silent.

Ryujin was revealing her new hair color, forgetting to wait longer, because she should do that together with Yeji.

Yeji, who was sitting beside you, heard your quiet sniffles. She hold the sides of your chair and turned you around, looking in your eyes to see the tears.

She put the mask down under your chin and wipe your tears away, pulling you in a hug and massage the back of your head.

She is your best friend in your group, so she knows how to take care of you in such a state.

Yeji look at the staff members and they shake their head, don't want the both of you to get out of frame, but Yeji didng care and roll with you out of frame and went behind the cameras, with no staff member near the both of you.

"Why are you crying, Chaewonie?" She ask.

You didnt talked, you don't want to talk, especially not about this, it would just brings you more down.

"You slowly need to talk more, Unnie. It's been a month now since we heard you talk more than now. I know that you're hurt, but you should talk about your problems to feel better. Ryujin dont know what to do anymore to get you talking to her. Please talk to us, we know you're in pain, in so much pain. But we're a group, we should help each other, be there for each other. Isnt this was a group do, Unnie?" You nod and look at her.