Oh My, Senior (ChanBaek)

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"Baek.... Wait!"

*breathe heavily*
He ... he's not even rushing towards me... after seeing me having panic attack...
He just.... He just looked at me with those cold eyes and left....

He may be saying all is well.... But.... He must be hating me....
I would resent me if I'm in his place....
I...... I wanted to hold onto him more....
I missed him....

"Baek...." Kris catches up to me and "I'm..I'm sorry...... I am worried that... he might make a move on you in my absence... that he might take you away from me again....."

"You don't need violence! I... I asked him to meet... it was me... why.... Why did you hurt him! And ... you should be aware that .... I hate violence..... I....".

"Baek... I'm sorry..."

"Don't touch me! Just.... Just for tonight.... Don't touch me.... Please" I say and head to our room

Tho he might be hating me... he did his best ... his best trying to talk to me..
just.... I'm the worst...

I miss him...
I want to be in his arms right now..
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Next morning

Kris wasn't in the room.
I don't think he slept in our room last night.
I should say sorry to him today.

But, right now... I should go and give back sunbae's coat...
I forgot and wore last night...

I smell onto his coat and... it just smells like him.
He never changes his perfume. 
Dongwu sunbae told me his room number yesterday when I asked him help.

He is awake now right?
Bet he is... and I must apologise him for what Kris did to him.

I grab his coat and head to his room.

I wonder... if he really was loyal to me.
For two years that we were talking, I know he didn't meet anyone ...
What about the last year when I stopped contacting him?
Did he meet and hook up with a lot of people?
I bet he did..... right?

What kind of women did he hook up with?
Or men?
Does sunbae's sexuality change because of me?

I really wanna know...
More about him. How did he manage to spend that one year?
When I left him....

Me standing in front of room and... my courage.... Just dim away...

*take a deep breathe* and I knock on the door.

Is he still sleeping?
Or did he leave ?

*knock knock*

I should just ask his new number right?
Hmm... he's not coming out...

*knock....*

The door opens and.....

"Ah... Baekhyun sunbae?"

"Moon Beom?"

Wh...what is he doing.... In sunbae's room?

"Why are you here?" He asks .... I check him from head to toes and.... He seems like he just woke up.
Did he slept here?
How did he and Sunbae knows each other?

Wait.... Moon Beom.... Is .... Homo too... right?
Don't tell me...

"Why are you here Beom ya...?"

"Ah.. We drank last night in my suite but.. Dongwu sunbae was really wasted and didn't care about sunbae. So I carried him back to his room. And when I arrived here.. I was too tired and drunk so... I think I fell asleep..."