My Enemy - M.P

Part 33

Y/n's POV

I woke up the next day to us still laying in the same position as when we fell asleep.

Panic rose in me as I remembered what had happened last night, and his words started replaying in my head.

"Fucking up the condition. But if that means that you will sleep, I'll fuck it up whenever you need me to"

"If I ever have to break a rule for you, I'll gladly do it"

"Tomorrow we are back to how we are. Just forget everything for now and try to sleep. You need to rest"

"I'm the only one that can be on top of you. The only one who can have you under me. And the only one who can calm your tense body down"

"I don't doubt you can sleep on your own, but I feel like holding you tonight. Goodnight"

I fucked up.

I fucked up so bad.

Careful, to not wake him up, I removed his arm from around my waist and moved my legs from under his. As I was about to move away from him, he moved behind me.

Stopping my actions, I closed my eyes and begged that he wouldn't wake up, and luckily he didn't.

I waited a few seconds, before I removed his face from my neck.

Now that I was separated from him, I quickly got off the bed, grabbed my clothes and went into the bathroom.

Collapsing on the toilet cover, I buried my face into my hands.

How could I let this happen?

How could I let him get so close to me?

How could I fall asleep in his arms?

How could I let myself...

How could I let myself fall so damn hard for him? 

~*~

After brushing my teeth , washing my face and changing clothes I had walked out of the room. It was going to be so awkward when we were going to meet, and I didn't want to be in the room when he woke up.

I was now sitting alone on a table in the hotels restaurant, stirring the cup of hot chocolate in front of me, and staring into space.

"Excuse me, is this seat taken?"

I looked to the side and saw the receptionist from yesterday. 

Putting a smile on my face I shook my head, and she sat down in front of me.

"How was the night? Did you manage to sleep?", she asked and returned my smile.

My mind went blank at her question and I just stared dumbfounded at her.

I fell asleep when he pulled me closer to him.

I fell asleep when I was in his arms.

Not understanding what to answer, I was suddenly saved.

"The night went surprisingly well", a voice spoke up from behind me.

A chair was placed beside mine and his body dropped down on it.

"My wife actually managed to sleep in the same room as me, of course with the earbuds in", Mattia smiled and looked over at me.

My heart started thumping harder in my chest, and I looked away from him and over to the receptionist. 

She laughed and clapped her hands together. "I am so glad to hear"