18. Don't Be Sorry

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A/N: Italic means they are speaking English :) Hope you enjoy. I tried to make it longer.

You ran as fast as you could to the press conference, hoping it isn't too late. When you go there, Mark had already started the interview.

"I know I've hurt many of my fans," said Mark. "And I'm sorry. I'm sorry I love ____. My heart yearn for her and I couldn't do anything about it."

Inside, you got angry... furious... but also sad and sorry for him. You marched up to him, trying to be strong, but tears still fell down your cheek. You stood in front of the man you love and slamed both hands on the table.

"What!?" you yelled at him. "You're sorry? Why!? Why apologize for loving me!?"

"____," said all Mark could say.

"Why do you have to apologize for loving me!?"

Mark walked around the table and came up to me. He placed both hands on either side of your shoulder. "____, I-"

You pushed his hands away. "I can't take it anymore."

"____!"

"We're done." You started to walk away, but  Mark grabbed your wrist. "____, I love you."

You pull your arm away without giving him one look as you continued to cry. Instead of looking back, you quickly walked away. You knew he would come after you, but luckily the interviewers got in his way. When you got out of the conference room, the other GOT7 members was there waiting for you. You ran into JB's arm and cried really loud, screaming with frustration.

"____," said JB as he stroke your hair.

"I-I did the right thing, right?" I said. "Right!?" You slow fall on your knees, JB going down with you, carefully holding you up so you won't hurt yourself. "If it's right, they why doesn't it feel like it!? I did the right thing calling it off... but why do I feel like hell!? I had to! For Mark, I had to!"

"____, he loved you," said Jackson.

"He loved his fan too! He love his fans so much! So now, I'm returning him to them. I have to do this."

"But what about you, Noona?" asked Yugyeom. "What about your feelings for him?"

"I can't be with Mark anymore. I know he loves me, but he also love his fan. His fans are the reason why he's doing waht he love. How can I take that away from him?"

"____," said JB. "Let's go. Let's take you home. There's no reason for you to say here any longer."

You nodded and heade back to your house. You cried as you packed your things. You decided it's time to go back to the States and live your life. You can't be here with Mark any longer.

"____, do you have to go?" asked your dad, Park Jin young a.k.a. JYP.

"Appa," I said. "I have to go. I have no reason to stay here any longer."

Your dad walked up to you and hugged you. "My little girl. I'm sorry you got your heart broken. I don't like see you likethis."

You gave him a fake smile. "I'll be fine."

"Did you alredy told your mother?"

"Yes. She will pick me up from the airport, so appa, there's no need for your to worry." You gave him one last hug. "Appa, don't forget to visit me."

"And don't forget to call."

The next morning, you went to the airport. You said your last goodbye to the GOT7 members excpet Mark. You didn't want him to know you were leaving, so no one told him. You bid your farewell, hopefully not your last, and went on the plane. You are going to start all over.

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