❤ Engaged To My Enemy 🚫 [ SonAmy AU ]

Chapter 55 | 'Jealousy'

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What?

Sally then looked back at me as she gestured for me to quickly come over, "Look! The guy with her is so handsome!" She exclaimed. I was hesitant at first, but seeing that she was expecting me to also look, I then sighed as I stood up from my seat before I went up to the window also. Now looking out the window, I quickly looked to where Amy and the boy that was with her are. But I actually didn't need to look for them anymore since they were just under our window, happily conversing. I frowned, not delighted to see the image that was in front of me. "OOooh~! I see that someone's jealous!" Sally teased, making me roll my eyes at her before I scoffed. "I'm not jealous," I replied as I quickly changed that frown of mine to my usual poker face. "Yeah, yeah! Whatever, you liar." Sally laughed before she looked at Amy and the boy again. Unexpectedly, a lot of people were also looking at Amy and the boy she's with. It almost felt like an event where two popular students will confess their love to each other in front of the whole school, causing an uproar. Several eyes looked at me as they whispered to each other, I then glared at them, making them quickly look away. After that, my eyes went back to Amy. 

Her face was red as a tomato as she quickly took the flowers from the guy, making the guy laugh happily as he hugged her tightly. "I guess this is it for you, Sonic." Sally sighed, as she patted my back. I rolled my eyes at her again before I focused on Amy again, where I saw her take the guy's wrist before she led him away from the curious eyes of the other students. I felt my heart sting a little, making me turn around to sit back down at my seat without another word. Sally was shocked at first, but she quickly understood and sat back down to continue the work. As I continued to work, it was hard for me to stop thinking about Amy and the guy she's just with. A lot of questions then began to flood my mind, and a lot of those were all saying that she has actually moved on and found another guy to be with. Even if we're engaged, it's not as if we got engaged because we liked each other. I unintentionally gripped the paper I was holding, crumpling it. "Uhh, Sonic? Sonic?" Sally called for me, as she waved her hand in front of me. I quickly snapped out of it and looked at her, "What?" She then pointed to the paper I was holding, "You crumpled the copy of the budget plan for next year. We need to get another copy from the office--" Before she could finish what she was saying, I then quickly stood up with the paper in hand. "Okay, thanks. I will get to it." I said, waving goodbye at her before I went out of the room.

"Uh...okay?" I heard Sally reply.

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As much as I want to forget what I saw earlier, the scene just keeps on replaying inside my head. And soon, I know that this anxiety would eat me up again. Millions of questions flooded my mind, and I hate that all of them asked the same thing over and over again. Is she now getting ready to annul our engagement? Well, it seems like it. Since she was blushing a lot earlier and not rejecting the guy... I think that she does also likes him. I then stopped walking and touched where my heart is, looking down as I held in all the emotions inside. All these months, I thought that this condition of mine would keep her safe. And it did. But at what cost? I lost her. She finally found happiness in another's arms. It makes me angry thinking about it, that she could easily find someone else while we're still engaged. I want to rip it apart so much, that kind of love. I hate it. But I know that if I do try to interfere, she'll hate me forever. 

And she was never mine, to begin with. So what right do I have?

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I frowned and started walking again, "These fucking raw emotions of mine that I easily showed to her, I now regret it. These stupid heartaches and this stupid love, I hate it." All the anger, sadness, and jealousy that I felt at that moment made me wish that I never had developed any kind of feelings for her. And now because of it, it made me this weak. "If that's how it is, then I'll play this stupid game." I chuckled to myself. It was all that organization's fault in the first place, if they hadn't interfered with our engagement ceremony, I wouldn't have to be so stupid to set that condition in the first place. Now, it's time to bring them down.