71. Sebastian Stan | Don't Shut Me Out

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By : youlightmeupfinn | Tumblr 

request: So I had a little idea with the drabble challenge with Sebastian Stan. Him and the reader are filming a movie. He is head over heels for her. Seb plays the bad guy and they have a scene where he kind of manhandles her and is like rough and horrible. Obvs it's just acting but reader has had horrible experiences in the past so she kind of gets too into the scene and character and starts balling. "Don't shut me out."

a/n: omg i feel so bad for seb and reader in this ahhhh! thanks for requesting!

summary: After a scene between you and Sebastian that features triggers of your past, you break.

Drabble Prompts #98: "Don't shut me out."

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"Hey, are you ready?" The director came over to you. You inhaled slowly, nodding your head. You were currently on set filming an upcoming movie with one of your best friends, Sebastian Stan. Without excluding the plotline, Seb was given the role of the lead, an extremely bad guy with a roughened exterior. Once he had appeared all dressed in the costume, he looked utterly different. He looked like the Sebastian you knew you loved, but also not, all at the same time.

The scene you were about to film featured his character and yours get into a bit of a screaming match, with a light scuffle happening. Part of you was already anxious over the concept of the scene. You had been involved in similar things, but nothing to the extent of this.

You made your way out of the trailer to see Sebastian already standing there. He was dressed in his costume, you sporting your jeans and a loose top. "Ready?" Seb asked you with the gentle rub of your shoulders. You nodded your head with a small smile, the cameras beginning to roll.

"Action!" The director called out, Sebastian and your emotions drastically changed.

"You fucking bitch!" Sebastian screamed, his hands running through his hair as he paced the floor of the prop-living room. You flinched at his words.

"I didn't..." You trailed, Sebastian quickly turning. His blue-grey eyes were filled with the utmost rage as he closed the space between the two of you. He grabbed you by your shoulders roughly, shaking you.

"I should have you killed for this!" He screamed in your face, his skin reddening from the outburst.

Tears pricked at your eyes, your mouth opening, giving Sebastian his cue. "I should've known, you would fuck everything up! You always do!" You were forced against the wall harder, Sebastian holding you there as his hands gripped your shoulders.

All of a sudden, you started to actually cry. The emotions building, the force of Sebastian's screams, the tightness he held against your softened skin, it made the waterworks begin. You had a line after Seb says, "You always do", but the line never came out. Only a choked sob. You were involved in an abusive relationship a few years back that Sebastian knew of. You had told him countless times of the torment you experienced and he sympathized with you greatly, always lending his shoulder to cry on.

Sebastian noticed the flickering change in your emotions, understanding completely that the tears you cried were real and not fake. The director's yelled for a cut and as Seb released you, you stormed off of the set and raced into the open trailer, tears streaking your face. An uncontrollable sob found its way breaking free from your throat as you pulled yourself up into the chair, head in your hands.

Sebastian was quick to follow you, walking inside to find you curling into yourself.

"Y/N, hey, c'mere," He walked over to you and grabbed you, but you pushed him away.

"D-Don't touch me!" You cried out to him, your screams hurtful. Sebastian was hopelessly in love with you and when he saw this reaction come out of you, his heart shattered.

"Baby," He called out to you softly. "Don't shut me out." He informed you with a gentle tone. He reached his hand out, wiggling his fingers. You glanced over at it and finally gained the courage to place it into his. Sebastian pulled you out of the chair and directly into his chest, your arms wrapping around his body. He hushed your cries as he kissed the top of your head, rubbing your back in soothing circles.

"I'm sorry," Seb apologized to you. "It was the memories, wasn't it?" He asked quietly. You sniffled, nodding your head.

"I'm an idiot." You announced, knowing that the directors thought horribly of you for that. Sebastian immediately retracted and held his hands against your face.

"You are not an idiot, Y/N. You are strong, beautiful, courageous. I'm an idiot. We should've talked that scene over before we started it." Sebastian's eyes softened into yours, wiping away one of your stray tears with the pad of his thumb. He pulled you back into his arms and felt your grip tighten.

"Thank you," You muttered after a few moments of silence.

"Of course," Sebastian mumbled, kissing the top of your head once again.


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