A C T O R S || OS

193. Nicholas Hoult/R | Human

By : zodiyack | Tumblr

Warnings: Swearing, violence, guns, zombies, death, SPOILERS

Words: 3218

Note: So this is different from the movie in a few ways, one is that R isn't interested in Julie. He's interested in the reader who is Julie's godsister. Also I wrote half of this at like 4 am and I was super tired, and the rest was written today around 12 pm so please excuse any randomness!! Hope you guys enjoy!

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A pair of eyes were felt on Y/n's back. It happened a lot recently, but only when she was with Julie outside of the wall. Honestly, it was strange. The only thing with eyes outside of the wall were zombies, and if a zombie was staring at her, wouldn't it want to eat her instead of just observing her?

The thought could be tested out today. Y/n, Julie, Julie's boyfriend, and a couple of their other friends were being sent to scavenge by Julie's father. Guns were brought with them, specific instructions to shoot for the head and not get bitten.

Perry and Nora were the only people Y/n knew besides Julie. Meaning Julie's boyfriend and best friend. Y/n grew up with Julie, her dad was Y/n's godfather. They were close and quite similar, but unlike Julie, Y/n preferred staying inside and exploring the house, finding every hiding spot and every hidden thing. She was a rather interesting child.

"Darling? What are you doing on the floor?"

"Hello Father! Mommy told me that I should get used to the house, explore a little since we'll be staying here for a long time."

It wasn't her fault. Her mother and father moved in with Julie and her father when the apocalypse started. She wasn't one to prevent anyone from knowing the truth due to their age or innocence, so after her parents went out to scavenge and didn't come back, she demanded to know what had happened.

Julie's dad told her that there were monsters and the walls were the only things protecting her now that her mommy and daddy went to go fight them. She knew it was a lie. Her mother told her earlier that day.

"Sweetie...Mommy and Daddy are going to go and get some stuff for us and our group here. We might not come back, so there's a few things we want you to know. First," she stroked her daughter's cheek, then lifting her onto her lap. "Know that we love you, and we always will. Second, talk to Grigio if we don't come back for a while. And finally. There's something I need to know you can handle."

The once innocent little girl nodded quickly, not caring if she could actual handle what was going to be said.

"Good. There are...zombies in the world. Creatures that are undead and feast on the flesh of humans. They have no emotion, no pain, nothing human about them except for the fact that they once were one."

"Mommy..."

"Yes my darling?"

"Do you think they'll ever be human again?"

"I don't know sweetie...hopefully, one day, there will a be a time where humans can be normal again. And the wall will go down, and we won't have to worry about surviving."

So that's what she did. She followed her mother's instructions, and talked to Julie's dad. After he had tried to make it seem not very scary, seeing as she was still a young child, she surprised him. She leaned in close to him, the only emotions on her face being sorrow and anger, and she whispered,

"Give me a gun. Teach me how to put a bullet in those fucker's heads. Let me teach them what happens when you take my family away from me."

Y/n wiped a tear from her eye, nodding when Julie asked if she was okay. It was no time for memories or feelings. For every year she's been alive, Y/n got better at her poker face, keeping in her emotions and everything relating to them. She grabbed her gun, sneaking with the group to the small lab.